The One and Only

One day in January

2012-01-02T21:34:00.001+07:00

January 2, 1994
A little girl was born at around 1.30 AM. Few hours after the first day of 1994 ended. This girl few times celebrated her birthday with cousins and big family at her grandparents’ house on January 1st. Why was it on January 1st? Because the big family used to gather on the first day of January. Her mom would make a birthday cake for her and the big family would sing a happy birthday to her, and the cousins would joke around with the birthday girl. The first day of January was always waited by this little girl because she loved it when her birthday was celebrated on January 1. That’s why this girl seemed to love the first and second day of January.

Time goes so fast, doesn’t it?
This girl is finally turning 18 today. As this girl gets older, she realizes that a birthday is just another first-day of another journey of life. No more excitement like the little girl used to feel. The little girl has grown up. She has been living in this world for 18 years. There are lots of experiences that could be learned over the past 17 years. She will live her 18th year to its fullest. To pass the final exam and enter her favorite university and faculty are her current goals.
Of course, this girl never forgets to thank God for giving her family, friends, and everyone around her, for giving her undying love and never-ending happiness, and for allowing this girl to stay healthy. :3
Let’s grow up together, let’s fight together! \:D/

Our dearest Resista Anindhita, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! ♥

The turning point of your life?

2011-12-28T23:31:00.000+07:00

So, I had some good time with an old friend of mine today. We finally ended up at a coffee shop and talked for hours there. I always love talking-time with friends, especially with those whom I can’t meet and talk to everyday. There are just too many stories to be told!
Both of us shared stories and some thoughts of our daily life. Well, I’m not sure whether this friend feels the same way as I do or not, but I think we have some similar thoughts on some certain problems.
We were talking and talking and suddenly, she said, “To be in love, somehow, could be a turning point of someone’s life.”
I couldn’t agree more. What she said is true. (Well, at least for me.) My friend and I felt the same way about this, about being innocent and problem-free.
I think, now, I’m calmer than I used to be. I always try to calm myself down whenever I have to decide on something. I have to take all the risks of my decision, and there’s no turning back. No regret. This is what I’ve got. This is what I’ve learned. I'm growing up a little more each day. I’m always hoping to be more mature as I get older (and not vice versa). ~~I think, I have to thank someone for giving me another challenge of life. LOL~~
Those experiences, those feelings are some exercises for the heart, mind, and soul. Why is that so? Of course, to make them get stronger and stronger! (Guise, fyi, I’m not trying to be wise or something-like-Mario Teguh.)
I could write longer than this, but suddenly there’s only blankness in my head. I couldn’t think of any good word, so I’d better stop here. :3

Notice something new?

2011-12-27T20:28:00.001+07:00

Well well well, after going through some hard time (?), I finally did it! I finally changed my blog's header! LOL. Why did it take such a long time to change it? *cough* because I was too lazy to work on it. *cough* This one is better than the last one I think.
At least, I am still taking care of this blog. :p

I posted stories

2011-12-11T10:34:00.000+07:00

Don’t you guys realize something? The quality of my posts in this blog is decreasing. Lately, I like reading my old posts. Those which I posted when I was still a junior high student or when I was still a tenth grader. I posted stories.
But now? I post nothing. I feel like I don’t have any story to be posted. That’s why most of my posts are boring. Well, I realize that.
Back then, I’d gladly type and tell people about my daily life, about foolish things that I’ve done, even I posted many unfunny posts. (I find it seriously funny now.)
Tell me, how can I write such posts again? I miss being ‘ceplas ceplos’ and ‘cuap cuap ngga jelas yang penting hepi’. Dari cerita tentang temen yang ngga ngeh sama sekali tentang email and other social networks, kegilaan bersama kawan-kawan SMP ~~(terutama Mbak Orin)~~, cerita yang terasa innocent sekali seperti seorang anak kecil kurang gahul, cerita ketemu bule yang membuat saya merasa seperti orang bodoh (-_-), and so many many things. I feel like none of my story is interesting now. I don’t have this blogging-spirit anymore. ~~LOL~~
Or maybe… I actually have lots of funny things to be told, but it’s just me who doesn’t want other people to acknowledge it, and that’s how my blog gets seriously boring.
So guys, to avoid the boring virus, I recommend you to go to my 2009 and or 2010 archive on the side bar <-- and you’ll find my ~~stupid~~ stories. LOLOL

Hop hop hop

2011-11-14T19:12:00.001+07:00

This blog's banner is boriiing. I will change it once I have some free time.
And that's it. :B

Not worthless

2011-11-08T20:20:00.002+07:00

"Both you and I are not worthless... because everybody is important."

One day in October

2011-10-31T21:19:00.000+07:00

And here it is... my current most favorite phrase. I don't know why, but I just feel the urgent to post this on the last day of October. Yes, October. My 2nd-most-favorite month after January. But lately, I feel that October is a seriously beautiful month. I also don't know why. October is going to beat January! LOL what am I talking about... well, it's kind of random... because I LOVE OCTOBER!

P.S. Song of the day (or month): Jaejoong - Forgotten Season. This song fits October the most.

Two albums in October

2011-10-30T12:18:00.001+07:00

So.... This post is finally up!
Well, this morning, after doing some houseworks, I remember that I wrote something in my blog about my albums. So then, I took out my albums and did some edits and *drumrolls* here they are!

Okay, I received both albums about a month ago. At first, I wanted to buy Tohoshinki's TONE instead of In Heaven, but.... you know... the price is a bit.... (I didn't know that they were also going to release the korean version which is way cheaper than the jp version. -_-)

Well, why did I buy ACHA? Simply, because I 'm their fans. But it took me time to decide whether should I buy version A or C. (I'm not a typical of buying all versions of an album. I'm an economical person. LOL)

Anyway, I got 5 photocards: a group photocard, Kyu, Donghae, Sungmin, Eunhyuk.

Let's move to the second one... IT'S JYJ's IN HEAVEN! Okay, I'm going to say that this album packaging is much cooler than ACHA. Well, I'm NOT talking about the songs because both have good songs, but it's about the packaging. LOOK AT THE CRESCENT! *___*


This is the brown-covered one. ~~I actually want the blue(or red)-covered one.~~

Let's open the album!

The photobook is placed under the CD. The cover of the photobook is beautiful! Oh! And I got Junsu photocard!

HYUKSU! ♥

Well, I think, version A and B of SJ's 5th album are better at album packaging than version C. But the reason why I bought version C is that because this version consists of all songs (including repackaged songs that aren't included in version A and B). Yes, that's why I finally chose to buy version C. (though there's no poster.. ;___;)

By the way, the first time I held In Heaven... it just felt weird. It felt weird to hold an album of Jaejoong, Junsu, and Yoochun with no 'SM Entertainment' printed on somewhere of the album. LOL yeah I know, they are not in SM anymore, but they were DBSK with all the SM thingy. :p

So, we finally reach the end of this post! I keep my promise, guys! ;)
Last but not least, thank you so much for visiting and spending your time to read my posts. I appreciate that! :D and... any comment will do! :3

What’s for my next post?

2011-10-22T20:37:00.003+07:00

Honestly, I really want to post pictures of my ACHA and In Heaven albums. I received both albums about a month ago. But well, I’m too lazy to do anything. I’m lazy to just take photos of those albums. LOL

I just want to show you how my albums look like (seriously, most of you have known it already, but still…)

I need to update my blog. That’s why an unnecessary post is as important as necessary posts just to keep my blog alive. ;)

A candle and candles

2011-10-22T20:31:00.000+07:00

source

A candle is just something, but candles are beautiful.

Watching those candles always make me feel comfortable.

But I sometimes think that candles also give such mysterious feelings. I don't know. It's just that.

The beauty of mystery?

What is this...

2011-10-22T19:50:00.004+07:00

This thing is what you need the most.

And this thing can hurt you the most.

You want it, but sometimes, you deny it.

This thing makes you feel like you’re the most beautiful and happiest person in the world.

This thing is beautiful yet annoying.

This thing can easily make you throw all your anger and hatred away.

Trying to say, “Yes, I’m fine,” but actually, burning inside.

Trying to say, “I don’t think about it at all.” or “Take it easy. It’s just a simple matter.” but eventually, you’re dying to solve the problem.

Trying to show a smile on a face, though it is forced.

Trying to make other people feel happy, so that it’s fine even though you’re the one who feels hurt…

What is this thing called?

Love, friendship, family, anything… it’s up to you.

Your closest ones can hurt you the most. Don’t you think so? Well, you have your own way of thinking to explain why.

I hate problems. I don’t want to solve anything. I don’t want to face any problem.

Well, those thoughts… a child’s thoughts?

Well, sometimes I have this kind of feeling, should I say… I hate being seventeen? I hate being a teenager? To have such unstable mind is killing me.

Am I Stupid?

2011-10-14T21:53:00.000+07:00

I get such confusing thoughts lately. I don't know.

I want them to reunite

2011-09-20T17:11:00.002+07:00

cr: dbskconfessions.tumblr.com

To anyone who posted the confession above on dbskconfessions, thank you so much. You just made me realized...
When we talk about the lawsuit, I may be on Yunho and Changmin's side. but when we talk about the music, I clearly am on five-membered-DBSK's side.
I watched their old videos, thinking about the past. well, the past was on the past, but we couldn't forget those memories so easily, could we?
I read many harsh comments, insults, and everything that might break your heart... and in those situations, I just tried to keep calm. because there's no need to explode.
but when I heard their songs, I couldn't keep this feeling anymore. I'd just cry.

Yeah, you might say, "They don't need to reunite as long as they're happy."
but for me, personally, no. I want them to reunite.
To keep the faith is somehow difficult. so let's just believe in our own ways of believing.

Probably, some of you won't like it when this happens. but who knows? when the day of reuniting comes, what will happen then? will the miracle really happen?
When that day comes, I'll definitely buy their album. and cheer all of them equally. and also, I'll cry happily...

Because I have my own way of believing...

Anonymous said...

2011-08-27T19:39:00.001+07:00

So, I found the picture above on tumblr long time ago. I probably have posted this on twitter before. But because of his/ her (I’m 99% sure the anon is a girl) comment is just so ‘us’, so I want to post it here.

There are times when I feel like I have to meet them at least once in my life time. LOL I look like an obsessed fangirl, don’t I? but well, you know, the feeling of a fan to meet her idols. And her comment explains most things of what I feel.

I want to see them in real life, watch their concerts live, help them to win awards (lately int’l fans could also help the artists to win any award, but still, int’l fans couldn’t help them as much as local fans could), watch them singing live, and so many things!

“We suffer because we couldn’t do anything.”

How I wish, at least, I could stand between the fans and said, “It’s alright.” when they were facing their low times, or when they were nervous because of their comeback stages.

“We envy bigeasts and cassiopeians as much as we’re grateful to them.”

This is true. And for kELFs also. Thank you. :)

Oh, I have one more thing. I found this on kpopsecrets. Another anonymous and her thought which is so ‘me’. Keep calm and stay cool, fellas!

Molla molla~

2011-08-17T12:46:00.002+07:00

It's 17th of August! Happy Independence Day, Indonesia!

I actually don't know what to post.
Well, I was tumblr-ing, and I found these pics. and I wanted to post these on my blog. LOL


Jung 'Krystal' Soojung (cr: as tagged)

My thoughts about DBSK JYJ SM and the drama Part II

2011-07-06T22:34:00.005+07:00

Me = fail. I just found many important articles recently and started to read many articles using rational mind. And logical.

First, you guys know people have rights to speak up their mind. So do JYJ and HoMin. Okay, call me REALLY late, but I just realized… it was a rare thing to see JYJ being bashed after speaking up their mind while it was also a rare thing to see HoMin NOT being bashed after speaking up their mind. I’ve been wondering why…

Second, lately, I’ve been digging the case deeper. I found that JYJ and their family were heavily involved in the cosmetic company for owning 62.5% of the company shares. This couldn’t be called as ‘simple investment’. And ALSO, SHEEP PLACENTA as the main ingredient of the cosmetic products? Dear people, I'd gladly recommend you to use The Body Shop or The Face Shop or others who are eco-friendly.

Third, THE 6.25 MEETING which was held by Jaejoong’s sister, Junsu’s father, and Yoochun’s mother on June 25, 2009. They invited JYJ’s administrators fan cafes. Well, I mean, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu have their personal fan cafés, so then the parents invited the administrators of each site to meet in a certain place. Result of the meeting: blamed HoMin and their parents (and SM of course) and asked the administrators to SPREAD the rumors of DBSK breaking up secretly. Well, that was amazing. Please ask Mr. Google if you want to know more about the 6.25 MEETING. And I also sincerely want to ask you, dear non-fans and un-biased people toward DBSK to read the 6.25 meeting thoroughly and tell me what conclusions do you get from the meeting. I really do beg you, dear non-DBSK fans…

Fourth, THE 6.23 MEETING. On 6.25 meeting, the parents (JYJ’s parents and sister) said that they held the meeting in order to clarify rumors and lies spread by other parents (HoMin parents). I didn’t find any definite proof of 6.23 meeting. Was it even really happened? Could you please explain to me if you have any DEFINITE PROOF of the meeting? Not only screencaps of chats or PMs or a blog entry.

FIFTH, HOW YUNHO AND CHANGMIN GOT BASHED. Antis were voluntarily following Yunho at Incheon Airport while holding ‘Go to Hell, Traitors’ signs. Dear antis, did you love Yunho that much so you voluntarily followed him around? How did I know this? I read an article posted by a Japanese fan. This article got really famous, so many Bigeast knew about this.

Most of Japanese fans have been digging about this matter deeper too. And well, most of them support HoMin and SM. I'm one of them. but it doesn't mean I'm an anti of JYJ. I love their songs and their musics, so why do I have to hate them?

P.S. after Junsu tweeted his ambiguous tweet, other SM artists (such as Sungmin, Heechul, Shindong, Boa) spoke up their minds (it’s their rights, people). And very controversial Heechul’s statement which was so Heechul. Okay, many fans said that they were forced by the company to speak such sentences. Ah I don’t care.

NOTE: I forgot the SIXTH one. In the 6.25 Meeting, the parents said that SME tried to break DBSK up since a while ago by planning individual activities for the members and other things. (read the transcript for further details)

For example, one of the individual activities was Junsu to join S.M. The Ballad (you guys knew this, right?). Well, according to my opinion, having individual activities doesn't mean splitting the group, does it? It's a common thing among idol groups to have such individual activities. :|

ALSO, why did SME try to break everything while in fact, DBSK was at the height of their career. SME was a business company, so why did they have to split the group? To make more money? By having individual activities? Oh-kay. That doesn't make sense.

My thoughts about DBSK JYJ SM and the drama Part I

2011-07-06T22:27:00.006+07:00

These are my thoughts.

One day, at the end of July 2009, I read an article about Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment. I honestly didn’t really care about the case since I wasn’t a hardcore Cassiopeia back then. I was a fan of DBSK, but Super Junior caught my most attention at that time. Then, the articles kept coming out from many fansites. My curiousity was finally dragging me to the lawsuit. And from what I read, JYJ guys filed the lawsuit because they had been under the ‘slave’ contract and because of the unfair profit distribution. I also read many articles saying that SM Ent was an evil company and the worst company which used their artists as money-makers, also A LOT of bad stuffs that I don’t really have to type because I bet most of you already knew.

After reading those articles, I believed that SM was an evil company and I was disappointed with Yunho and Changmin for not joining the other 3. I was disappointed, but I DIDN’T blame them. I didn’t believe in what most articles and or fans said that SM offered HoMin individual activities such as CFs and or dramas and blah blah, so that’s why HoMin chose to stay with SM. (I found it ridiculous.)

Yunho and Changmin and also their dads released statements, but I didn’t really care since those fans said that the statement wasn’t made by Yunho and Changmin and their parents were bribed or kind of things. “It is just one of SM’s tactics,” said some fans. To be honest, I didn’t really follow the lawsuit because the case was getting more confusing and I didn’t want to think much about it.

On December 21, 2009, Super Junior’s member Hankyung filed the lawsuit to void the contract which made fans’ impression on SM got worse. And I really hated SM because of this. (I cried when I knew Hankyung filed the lawsuit even after receiving GDA. Sorry, I was just 15. LOL) Fans were comparing between JYJ’s case and Hankyung’s case, which were… TOTALLY different. (Sadly, I didn’t realize that.)

After the Temporary Contract Injunction judgment was given on October 2009, the 3 started to do their individual activities. And then, many lawsuits were filed: SM against Crebeau (a cosmetic company which JYJ and family heavily involved), Crebeau against SM, SM against JYJ, Crebeau against netizens (I rolled my eyes as I read this).

Time passed by, JYJ got the fans’ sympathy and HoMin got the fans’ hatred. That was how I feel.

And then, JYJ was born. I was a bit surprised. They released Japanese, international, Korean albums, 3hree Voices DVD, held a concert in Tokyo Dome, held world tour. Why did they suddenly do so many things? At that time, I felt like JYJ didn’t want to come back. I also read the translation of Untitled Song Part I since I liked the song very much. In the song, they stated that they couldn’t trust SM anymore. And I just believed what they wanted to say. So then go ahead and find your happiness. You guys must know a fact that JYJ feel happier now by quitting SM and doing activities on their own. JYJ, themselves, also said it, didn’t they?

At the beginning of this year, HoMin released KYHD album. And because of Junsu’s ambiguous tweet… I was in a total lost. JYJ had made their decision, so then why did it feel like he couldn’t let HoMin use DBSK to make a comeback? Okay, I know. The trademark problem and things. But most of us (esp. JYJ stans) knew that JYJ wanted to leave the company, so what should HoMin do? Even Super Junior without Kangin, Kibum, and Hankyung still could make a comeback using the name ‘Super Junior’ (LOL okay may be this is off topic and not a good example, but I am in brainstorming -_-). Well, then. I got really confused.

Those words and sentences above were what I thought and felt before. And what I feel and realize now is on the next post.

NOTE: in Hankyung's case, he did things on his own, and left without disturbing other members' business, but in JYJ's case, they did things on their own, but why did HoMin get bashed so harshly? ;___;

It's 2011 and I'm still watching Mirotic

2011-05-30T17:41:00.002+07:00

This song was released in 2008. and I've been watching this since 2008. I mean it.
MIROTIC IS WAAAY TOO COOL TO LET GO!!!

WATCH IT HERE: MIROTIC OFFICIAL MV

"Why Should I Sing?"

2011-04-05T18:12:00.000+07:00

“In spite of the conflict from both inside and outside, the last DBSK’s performance with all the 5 members on the stage was NHK Kohaku Uta Gassen in the last day of 2009. Did you feel that it would be your last stage? How were your feelings about the stage to stand on together?”

Changmin: When I looked at the schedule chart, it was written on the last of it. There was no schedule after that performance. When we stood on the fancy and happy stage over there… “Perhaps this could be our last stage to stand together…”
I had such a distressed thought. Honestly, it should be good to enjoy our popularity and just stay in Korea, but we gave it up and then we went to work in Japan and we endured many hardships to turn back to rookies. Finally, it was the time to remain to get a good result on the stage and we might be happy. Despite the situation around us, with distressed mind and heart at that time… Why should I sing?

Yunho: I also felt uncomfortable to sing a song on the stage. Because we had lots of memories there… and we once tried to achieve our big dreams together. At the most prestigious awards, I was afraid to have a thought that it could be our last stage. But to sing a song with a sad face was to accept the truth. For this reason, I just tried to sing a song much harder.

You guys must know what show it was. Knee-Drop Guru with Yunho and Changmin as the guests. For the first time, they revealed their thoughts about Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu’s case. I couldn’t help but tearing. A fangirl (like me) wants a fantasy world which has the ‘happily ever after’ ending. But they dragged me away from that world and woke me up from the dream. They brought me to reality. Same as SJ and Hankyung’s case. There are times when I believe… that the power of love couldn’t beat reality. I’ve said this sentence many times, haven’t I?

Happy Belated Birthday, My Precious Jewel, EUNHYUK!

2011-04-05T18:03:00.003+07:00

April 4, 2011

Lee Hyukjae

Eunhyuk

Jewel Guy

Anchovy

As the member in charge of dancing in Super Junior

You’ve been living in this world for 25 years. Is your life fun? I hope so. Did the members give you presents? Did Heenim give you something? LOL. He didn’t make you cry, did he? Did Junsu send you a birthday message? Did you meet up with him on your birthday? Oops. Sorry. Too many questions, isn’t it?

It’s a Eunhyuk-special post, but I really want to write about Junsu and Eunhyuk right now. Well, then, let’s start writing about them. Kim Junsu and Lee Hyukjae are friends since elementary school. They formed a dance group back in school days. Both of them went to SM’s audition together, though Eunhyuk couldn’t make it on his first trial, but Junsu made it! In the following year, Eunhyuk tried again and voila! He finally became a trainee of SM.

“I was actually pleased when Junsu, who was like my brother, made his debut earlier than me. His happiness was my happiness. As he had to prepare his debut as a TVXQ member, I wasn’t able to meet him as often as I once did. Though I felt lonely and isolated at times, I was really proud of him. When he topped the charts, I even shed tears. I called him after his television debut. Both of us burst into tears. Junsu said that he wanted to see me standing on the stage soon. We encouraged each other while in tears. I think, he was the driving force behind my debut.” - Eunhyuk

aww OUR HYUKSU! :3

0101xiatic -- 어 느날 우리 은혁님께서..방송에서 내가 술을 마셨다고..그말이 와전되어서 내가 술을 즐겨마시는걸로 되어버렸어..켁..확실히 말하지만..난 술을 마셔본적이있을뿐이지 지금도 난 좋아하지않고 마시지않아 ~ ㅋ얘기하다보니 우리 혁재가 보고싶네..에긍

well, the main point of Junsu's tweet is... HE MISSES EUNHYUK! xD

Heaven's Postman

2011-03-18T09:55:00.002+07:00

This movie… never fails to make me cry though I’ve watched this movie for thrice or four times. It has no sad ending. But I don’t know why… As I sit alone, I shed my tears at the end of the movie. Is it because I miss Jaejoong so much? Is it because I miss DBSK with its five original members so much? or is it because of Hana’s quotes at the end of the movie? Why did my heart hurt? Why…

When I watched this movie for the first time, I was really confused with the plot. But then, I started to understand the story. I went, “Aahhh… so this is how it goes.” And OH! The movie-effect is beautiful! I LOVE THIS MOVIE!

“If someone you don’t know asks you “have we met before?” or “you’re the heroine of my never-ending dream” on the streets, it may not be for a lip service. That man… He may be your destiny.” - Cho Hana.

TVXQ/ DBSK is Gods of the East. Indeed.

2011-03-05T21:01:00.002+07:00

suddenly, I want to share this to you guys.

They do have their talents. No doubt. So please, watch your mouth.

DBSK is currently catching my most attention right now, bcs I miss them so bad >.< so... no Super Junior for awhile. LOL. well, just a short news, Super Junior is doing well right now. no need to worry :)

Untitled Song

2011-03-05T19:50:00.006+07:00

A song that is currently capturing my heart. Untitled Song, an 8-minute song sung by Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu featured in Their Rooms: Music Essay album. I always feel like reading a diary everytime I listen to this song. Well, if you read the translation carefully, you’ll find out what’s on those men’s minds. Yes, the length of this song is about 8 minutes. Too long for a song, isn’t it? But the more you listen to it, you’ll find the charm of this song. Such a beautiful song.

“Extreme loneliness, tears, rage; all of these made us united as one.

Even if anything were to happen by chance, we said that we would not leave each other…

While saying that we would only resemble each other’s good side,

We made up our minds and ran off.”

“Because compared to any kind of sadness, we were happy.

Till the end, we did not give up and came running.

Strength became greater than any other strength.

As expected, because we were one.”

I just want Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin to be together again. I watched DBSK’s Mirotic live concert this evening and realized how much I miss you guys. It’d be great if you held another live concert with all five members :’) I miss the moments when Junsu get teased with other members :( I DO miss your voices, your craziness, your stupidity, and EVERTHING!

My feelings can’t be described with words right now. I miss you…

Wrong Number (osm gun scene)

보고싶어~~ :(

It's Hangeng's February 9th!

2011-02-09T16:34:00.007+07:00

HAPPY 26/ 27^th BIRTHDAY!!! ALL BEST WISHES AND LOTS OF LOVE FOR YOU! STAY HEALTHY! ^^

It’s been more than a year. Such a long time, huh? You are definitely a heartbreaker. At first, I found it hard to know the fact that you wouldn’t be with the members anymore. Though I still can’t accept it ‘til now… but what can I do to make you coming back? Nothing. So all I can do now is supporting you. ELFs are still by your side. But please… don’t ever forget us!

Other members felt disappointed because of you. So did us, ELFs.

“Oww! Geez, what was that for?”

“It doesn’t matter. It’s in the past.”

“Yeah, but it still hurts.”

“Ah… yes. The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or… learn from it.”

Hankyung-ah, you are forever a part of Super Junior!

한경아, 너무 그리워...

Happy belated birthday, Jung Yunho!

2011-02-07T16:00:00.005+07:00

February 6, 2011

You’re finally 25/ 26 (Korean age)!!! ^^

SAENGIL CHUKHAHAMNIDA, JUNG YUNHO! ALL BEST WISHES FOR YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!

I know it’s been so hard for you to carry the title ‘Leader of TVXQ’ for the past 2 years. All these things are just out of mind. I don’t want to hear the word ‘disbanded’. I’ll try to keep my faith as long as you and all Cassiopeians do. I’m always hoping, even for a very small miracle to be happened.

This is just a little piece of life, dear. Like what you said before, when you were climbing the mountain, there were so many obstacles. You know it was hard, but you didn’t give up to reach the top. Whatever the results will be, though maybe the results won’t be good and heartbreaking, but God has decided. Each of you guys, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin, and… you, keep your faith and believe that it’ll be your right track.

TVXQ fighting!
동방신기 유노윤호 파이팅!!!

Love,

Resista Anindhita

Exam Exam Exam

2010-12-06T12:28:00.002+07:00

dan aku pun tidak mengerti bagaimana menghitung pajak -____- well, sebenernya ngerti sih rumus blabla tapi pas ngitung kok hasilnya ngga karuan? mana ada soal bikin jurnal umum dan dodolnya waktu tinggal 10 (atau malah 5?) menit -,-
ngga tau kenapa kalo ngerjain ekonomi rasanya lebih rumit dari matematika (matematika ips cuma matematika dasar dan sakjane gampang). dan buku ekonomipun setebal buku biologinya anak ipa hahahah yo cen wes nasibe dhewe-dhewe rofl xD

by the way, my 17th birthday is less than a month. idk, but I'm not excited. I hate odd numbers. I love even numbers. lol weird? but I really do like even numbers more than odd numbers :|

Okay, fine.

2010-11-25T16:30:00.003+07:00

Okay. Fine.

I will act as if I know nothing.

That's all.

바보처럼. Like an Idiot.

2010-11-24T17:30:00.003+07:00

Babocheoreom. Like a fool. Like an idiot.

Like a fool, I believed what your friend said to me through message.
Like a fool, I asked you what was wrong with you.
Like a fool, I believed when you said that you were fine and it was just a joke.
Like a fool, I trusted you that time.
Like a fool, I got mad.
Like a fool, I was screaming and yelling at your friend.
Like a fool, I didn't believe your friend and just said non-sense, while in fact, that was true.
Like a fool, I asked my close fellow and she didn't help me at all.
Like a fool, I believed that nothing happened just then.
Like a fool, I got mad when you said that... the news was true and you were ashamed to tell me.
Like a fool, my mood dropped into the deepest sea.
Like a fool, I didn't care about you, and I bet you knew that I was angry.

I don't know how to face your friend after yelling at him. Don't you know that I trust you? What the hell is this? So how can I face you after all this mess? while in fact, you are now lying on bed and can do nothing. I'm supposed to help you. sorry... just give me time. I'm just... disappointed. :(

Jumping Happily

2010-10-08T16:26:00.003+07:00

I don't know what to write because I think I don't want to share my inner feelings here. weird. yea I know :|
but well, I have a new classmate named Mariana. she's from Brazil and well, we've talked a lot. she told me that she often feels homesick. she also misses her mom a lot. I feel bad for her. but BE STRONG, GIRL! do your best because we will always support you dear! :)

another one. hmm thing goes well LOL. try to enjoy and face the days with something new is both easy and difficult. haha what am I talking about? mau cerita tapi ngga deh lebih suka kaya gini :3

OH! anyway Super Show 2 DVD will be released on October 30th! my goodness aaa I'm jumping happily! xD

You can stand under my umbrella

2010-09-18T22:23:00.005+07:00

source

You... Yes you.
Whenever it rains and you feel lonely, you can go and stand under my umbrella.

Whom to Blame?

2010-09-15T17:11:00.002+07:00

me? her? them?
is it my fault? again? sigh... IS IT ME AGAIN?
even... he doesn't know what's on this mind. he will never know.

Oh! My Blog~

2010-09-15T16:58:00.002+07:00

errr well, this blog is still mine. everytime I open this blog, I always want to post something. I think I still love blogging.
tapi ya cuma niat doang. ngga pernah dilakuin :/
'ngerasa bersalah tapi tetep aja ngga berubah' haha that's so me.
Oh my dear blog... I promise I'll be back. soon. wait for my comeback ;)

10 Things to Do to Win a Girl's Heart

2010-07-08T16:48:00.004+07:00

10 Things to Do to Win a Girl's Heart.

well, in this case, it's MY heart. *LMAO!*

so, based on Super Junior's latest MV 'No Other', I really want to share this...

1. tying her shoelace

2. give a warm smile

3. give a ring and balloons

4. wash her car

5. give a rose

6. write a love letter

7. take 'heart' picture as many as possible

8. play a song for her

9. make a heart-shaped puzzle

10. create a video message and dance

and they are..... confessing...

I wish I could always see their smiles... the atmosphere will be always good.

P.S: I really love Yesung and those balloons. and also Donghae with his rose, Kyu with his smile, ah I just love all things!

The Roll Keeps on Turning

2010-07-01T13:42:00.002+07:00

Now I know, I’m not having a straight-life…

Well, the first semester of my second year in high school will start in 2 weeks. Fyi, I’m now a student of social-program class. Kind of… disappointed, huh? Well honestly, yes. But however, it’s all my fault and unfortunately, I couldn’t do anything to change the result.

At first, I had decided to go into the science-program class. My science score on the first semester of my first year was kind of good, but however, the roll keeps on turning, my science score on the second semester is totally bad. The worst. So then, this is the best that I can get. I knew many people, esp my parents, felt very disappointed and mad at me. I knew it. At this moment, I feel like I’m carrying the world on my shoulder.

After receiving the result and a lot of advices from my mom, I just couldn’t stop crying. Too much pressure. My dad, he still couldn’t accept it though he knew that both of us couldn’t do anything. I’ve been feeling bad. Well, it’s supposed to be. YA ALL OF YOU, BLAME ME NOW! -____-

But many friends gave me their support. I was glad. They could make me smile though they just sent me a word ‘Fighting’. Thank you, friends.. you are my candle lights. :)

Well, I promise, from now on, I’ll work harder. Super Junior always says that they will always work harder, harder, and harder. They always show their work hard spirit anytime and anywhere. I promise I’ll change. I promise that Super Junior won’t ruin my world again. Well, my parents are blaming Super Junior and… I just don’t like that. :/

While in fact, they INSPIRED me.

cr: found it on tumblr

Super Junior - 미인아 (BONAMANA) Music Video

2010-05-12T19:52:00.004+07:00

cr: sment (SM Entertainment's youtube channel)

I fought with the turtle-like-wi-fi in my school this morning to download this MV. though I just downloaded the low quality one, but the most important thing was I could watch the boys for sure! and then, the seniors in my school (who are also ELFs) downloaded the HD one and I was so thankful to them! thank you sunbae-nim! ELFs are the greatest!

well, how can I describe this video? hmm... I screamed with other friends when we watched the MV. an instinct of a fangirl. LOL. but I honestly like Sorry Sorry more. but Bonamana is not a bad one. it's also another daebak.

still... there are 3 empty spots. Dear Hangeng, Kangin, and Kibum...

Like Leeteuk said, "Whenever he will come back, I'll welcome him warmly."

Like Donghae said, "한경, 강인, 기범 사랑해. ^^ " (Hankyung, Kangin, Kibum I love you!)

Like Heechul said, "I hope we can meet again one day when everything's fine."

I believe in them. and I believe in you. :)

Super Junior - 미인아 (Beauty) Teaser MV

2010-05-07T16:18:00.003+07:00

as we can see, ladies and gentlemen...
it's Super Junior's BONAMANA Teaser MV!

They will release both the MV and the album on May 13. and they will have their very first comeback stage for the 4th album on May 14.

Though... they're just 10... but we also have to support them no matter what!

P.S: I'm falling for Kyu and Donghae of course!!! *___*
and I knew why they call it 'Teaser MV', because it really TEASES me a lot! agh! I HATE BEING TEASED!! -,-

Hopeless

2010-05-05T16:46:00.002+07:00

Do you know how it feels like to be hopeless?
When you can really feel the hotness and coldness
When it feels like you're friendless
When there's no other except the loneliness

That's how I feel...

I laughed really hard and I shed my hot tears. I know that I'm living a 'life'. I know that there's always the ups and downs. and I clearly know we will experience the highs and the lows.

I just... can't accept this...

Thanks for colouring this life.. Thanks for saving this life...

and I'm sorry that I couldn't help you. I wish I could save you too.

because I know they will always believe in

2010-05-05T16:24:00.003+07:00

LEETEUKㅡ MAY 5th, 2010

► Super Junior will come back with 4Jib.. In my eyes no matter what there are still 3 empty spots?.. We'll work hard!! Let's come back quick.. I miss you.. miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Original Source. @special1004
Translated by Sujunesia

DONGHAEㅡ MAY 4th, 2010

► Although we're separated in body [I] know we'll always be together. Even if [you] don't say I love you, [I] know that [you] do love. Even if [we] don't say we're one [I] know that we're one. 13.

Original Source. @donghae861015
Translated by ♥ jubee ♥ at SJ-WORLD.NET

Eunhyuk's CY Diary

2010-05-05T16:06:00.002+07:00

"This might even be something that no one cares about...or it might not be nothing...
Nevertheless at least the decision puts an end to our long agony.
We can't put all details and our true feelings in each news article.
But as expected there's a lot of talk going around.
It was all expected........
We can't just smile....but we believe it was the best choice.
And we don't ever stop....no..we can't stop.
For anyone who believed in us and waited for us...
For anyone who endured the tough times...
For anyone whose heart still hurts each time they look at this news article and pictures...
We can't stop......I'm going to engrave the word 'START' in my heart once again."

Original Source. 이혁재 미니홈피
Translated by. GAIA at SJ-WORLD.NET
Thank you ♥ jubee ♥ for fixing the weirdness of the first line

[FANVID] “Sorry Sorry, but it is our time.. Again”

2010-05-01T17:04:00.002+07:00

OH YES! "Sorry Sorry, but it is our time.. Again"!

another fan-video! ELF made it! my goodness, I'm falling for ELF who made this video. why are they so genius? -____- *envy envy*

well, just enjoy the fanvid! I HEART this! :D

Letter from Cassiopeia

2010-04-10T16:56:00.003+07:00

"Cassiopeia"

It's a very familiar name, right?

If you're a person who likes TVXQ

you will have heard of it at least once,

and you will have introduced yourself as one at least once.

We have always thought of the name 'Cassiopeia' so proudly

and I believe we will keep doing so in the future.

I'm here to talk about our name

'Cassiopeia'.

Do you remember how we got the name 'Cassiopeia'?

We got it off of the constellation 'Cassiopeia'.

Five stars that shine brightly in the northern skies.

That is 'Cassiopeia'.

But, there's something you should know about 'Cassiopeia'.

The constellation 'Cassiopeia'

is one you can see all year round in Korea,

and it is also a constellation winter travelers use as a compass to find Polaris.

We,

Our name,

stays in one place no matter what

and guides travelers who have lost their way,

and their hope

towards the right path to bright Polaris

That is where our name comes from.

Did you know that?

If you did, have you forgotten that?

When we chose our name as 'Cassiopeia',

we made a promise to ourselves.

That we'd always brightly shine upon our stars TVXQ.

That we'd shine and protect our stars TVXQ.

When they lost their way,

when they felt worn out,

We would always shine on them from one place

so that they could find their way,

so that they could find hope.

........... We haven't forgotten that, right?

We,

Those feelings we had at that time,

that faith,

we still have all of those.

Do you see it?

Shining so bright in the sky,

that's us.

It's going to be hard.

Keeping our faith in hard times like these,

it may be hard to believe in them till the end.

But we are 'Cassiopeia'.

I believe that what we have to do is stay right where we are and wait for them/

In this spot, so that TVXQ don't lose their way,

So that TVXQ has somewhere to return to,

So that they do not lose hope,

We have to wait.

I don't know how long this will take.

But I will wait.

Right here, not changing one bit.

Like 'Cassiopeia', that shone light on the path for people for thousands of years

I will shine light on the path so that TVXQ can return whenever they are ready.

Because I am 'Cassiopeia', for whom even the wait is sweet...

Always keep the Faith!

by:은령

Source: [Naver Blog]

Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net

Shared by: tohosomnia.net

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DJ EunHae for sure!

2010-04-08T19:20:00.006+07:00

Finally… after such a long time! Donghae DJed Sukira together with Eunhyuk again! :D

Miss them so baddd…

Also… another I’m gonna share this: EunHae Love Letter…

Forever my love…

CREDIT: AS TAGGED

I just can’t stop LOLing at this!

SJ’s Leader talks about Hangeng & Kangin’s case for the first time

2010-03-13T17:48:00.002+07:00

Super Junior Leeteuk becomes the MC of the new generation following Kang Ho Dong and Yoo Jae Suk’s footsteps. Although Leeteuk currently is still an assistant MC, his ability to control the guests and stand out in variety shows gives him the possibility of becoming the new generation MC.

▶Without talents and character is to his advantage instead?
Leeteuk does not have any special talent or character. He does not have an outstanding appearance and he is not very charismatic either. All these would be put to his disadvantage when he tries to stand out on variety shows. Although his popularity is considered above average amongst the Super Junior members, this factor adds on to his success to his MC career instead.

“Rather than making myself stand out amongst others, I have always been taking up the role of helping the people around me to stand out more because there isn’t anything that can make me stand out, thus, I’ve decided to ‘work diligently’. As I start to gain recognition by helping others on variety shows, I can slowly expand the area of my activity.

A strong point of Leeteuk is being able to show off his charisma on stage but when he is on variety shows, he will ruin his image without any hesitation.

“Because I’m an idol, does it mean that I must look fabulous and amazing? I think that an idol’s lifespan is 5 years and if you look at it in the long run, you need to have a flexible attitude. Although I think that looking fabulous is very good, being able to receive lots of love from people for a long period of time is much more important.”

▶His two teachers are Kang Ho Dong and Boom
Leeteuk chooses Kang Ho Dong and Boom as the most important teachers in his MC career path.

“I will always learn a lot of things from Kang Ho Dong sunbae just by looking at him. He would often call me to the resting room and tell me to “sit at the side”. I learn about the “true nature of variety by looking at how they discuss and analyse”. There was once when he advised me that if I ‘want to be a successful MC, it would require 10 years of practice. Do not hurry, just accumulate your skills bit by bit’.”

Leeteuk’s “Teuk Academy” originated from “Boom Academy” when he worked with Boom. Although Boom left “Boom Academy” to serve in the army, Leeteuk started unleashing his ability after he got familiarised with the work environment.

“I have been hosting with Boom hyung in 6 variety shows for the past 3 years and he had been of much help to me. Even though he is currently serving the in the army, he would often contact me to cheer me on and to give me advises. I hope to take good care of this position until Boom hyung is discharged from the army and continue the show with him. By then, the show should be receiving even greater success. “

▶Thorough Self management
Leeteuk doesn’t even have any single time to rest in his daily schedule. Apart from hosting KBS2FM’s “Kiss the Radio” every night at 10PM, he is also a permanent guest on “Strong Heart” and “Star King”. He also has to concentrate on the preparation of the 4th album, which is set to release around May*. and carry out Super Show 2 Asia Tour every weekend. Not to mention about taking rest, he doesn’t even have enough time to sleep. However, Leeteuk did not neglect about the preparation for “Teck Academy” and training his body.

“Teuk Academy” relies on creativity. Every night after returning to their dorm from the radio broadcast, he would hold a discussion with Eunhyuk and Shindong to look for new ideas. Other than understanding the funny incident of the guests, we also have to look for interesting pictures on ourselves. We also have to communicate with the author noonas in order to work out the script. Because the response was great, we had to look for better ideas which gave us lots of stress.

No matter how late his schedule ends, he will always workout at the gym. Exercising at 2AM is a normal time for him; everyday he would undergo 1-2 hours of weight training and aerobic exercises.

▶Super Junior is my everything
Leeteuk’s love towards Super Junior is completely different from others. Even though he is currently active being a MC, he puts Super Junior above everything. For the year 2009, it held an great significance to him due to their 3rd album “Sorry Sorry” becoming a huge hit. However, he was very heartbroken because of all the bad occurrences happening to fellow members.

“2009 was a very significant year for Super Junior. However, the departure of Hangeng and Kangin’s incident will always be a painful ordeal for us. When Kangin had committed a mistake for the first time, I encouraged him telling him that “it’s alright”, but when he committed another mistake, I reprimanded him because I was very disappointed. Nevertheless, Kangin is still a very important member to me. Hangeng too, no matter when he comes back I’ll still welcome him back warmly.”

“At the Taiwan concert, I was extremely happy when he saw the local artists amongst the audience dancing to ‘Sorry Sorry’. I am starting to gain the confidence to begin our overseas promotions. However, I feel a bit regretful for the absence of some fellow members because only when all 13 members are gathered together is when we’re truly Super Junior.”

* The article did mention that the 4jib would be released around may but they didn’t quote it from Leeteuk so there might be a possibility that it may not be true.. and according to other sources, they might not release the album before June due to the upcoming World Cup.

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[FANVID] Super Junior's Comeback Special Movie

2010-03-10T16:04:00.004+07:00

OH MY GOD SUN!

This video is a fan-made, but IT IS totally AWESOME!

To be honest, I am speechless because of this truly-awesome-video... THUMBS UPPP for the one who made it!

Guys, are you ready for Super Junior's 2010 comeback? IT'S 4JIB PEOPLE!!!

XOXO,
Prom15e to 13elieve...

Dear Hangeng gege...

2010-02-09T18:32:00.005+07:00

생일 축하합니다, 한경 !
生日快乐, 韩庚哥哥!

You really are one in a million. If you weren’t the 3rd member of Super Junior, I might not know you. You MAKE the sapphire blue sea complete.

From Leeteuk to ELF plus Zhou Mi and Henry, we all together make a world called Sapphire Blue Sea, complete, because one for all and ALL for one.

Though I don’t exactly know where you are now, but you know that our love will always be by your side.

Maybe ELF and Geng-fan have some different opinions. Geng-fan will always support you whatever you do. But for ELF, it’s just wrong. We want 13! We love 13! We DON’T want to lose anyone! We can accept 2 new members to go in, but after that NO ONE can go in or out. But we actually support all members, but we are not ready to lose one beloved member. No, we will never be ready.

I was re-watching some old videos of Super Junior. For me, re-watching means remembering. Remembering LOTS of happy and nice things in the past. But remembering those things make me cry easily, because I miss those precious memories so bad. It hurts me a lot because I want them to comeback. :’(

So, Hangeng, do you still want to live in this beautiful Sapphire Blue Sea? And just FYI, NO, we won’t be tired of waiting for your comeback. We want you to smile and laugh freely with the rest of the members. Take it easy, Geng. Calm your heart and calm your mind. Just trust your heart.

“If the mind keeps telling you’ve had enough, but the heart keeps telling you don’t give up.” – Just Stand Up.

WE PROM15E to 13ELIEVE…

Happy birthday, dear Hangeng gege/ Hankyung oppa…
Wish you all the best and stay healthy. Please don’t forget Super Junior and ELF. Comeback to Korea soon and please participate in the next 4th album. We will wait for you! ^^

PS: I bet Heechul is missing you right now. He NEEDS Beijing fried rice!

Dear Kyuhyun… Listen… To You

2010-02-05T18:42:00.004+07:00

I know it’s too late, but who cares? It’s from me… to you… 

FEBRUARY 3, 2010. The day when you were turning 22/ 23 (Korean age)...

Saengil chukhahamnida!
Saengil chukhahamnida!
Saranghaneun, Kyuhyun oppa!
Saengil chukhahamnida!

사랑해요! 영원히당신을 사랑해요!
Saengil chukhae nae sarangi Kyuhyun oppa! You are the top of my top three. You’ve taken my heart because of your voice and your smile.
Being a group-magnae… how do you feel? Well, I know that your hyungs are always taking care of you. They all love you. The hyungs, from uri leader Leeteuk to Kibum (including Zhou Mi) and your one and only dongsaeng in the family, Henry. And we truly love you.

Back then, I remember your bad accident few years ago. You are really our one and only Kyu. Uri magnae and oppa. Seriously… the accident broke every ELF’s heart. Though it broke other members’ heart.
I actually don’t wanna to talk about this anymore, but it’s just keep appearing in my mind. Because it’s one of your memories. The worst one.

Enough for the tears, now we are facing new days. Together ELF and Super Junior!

For a moment, forget all those bad cases. According to what happen now, I bet you are missing one of your hyungs. Han Geng. I HOPE GENG CALLS YOU AND OR SENDS YOU A MESSAGE AND GIVE YOU A BIRTHDAY WISH. I know that he still loves you no matter what.

Positive thinking. 

Tell your hyungs, ALL of them(!), your 12 hyungs, to come back with 13 members! We are seriously truly crazily miss ALL OF THEM! Especially Kangin, Kibum, and our beloved Chinese, Han Geng.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Wish you great days ahead! Keep smiling and remember, you are forever a part of Super Junior. <3

PS: oh! I have a request! Can you calm Heechul down if one day he cried again? He really needs others to hold him. 

Who am I?

2010-02-02T16:04:00.003+07:00

I am definitely me. I know that I'm not as good as you guys think. I'm just trying to be nice in front of you. to be a perfect-friend typical.

I am actually so easy to release my anger to another. through it all, I'm just a girl. a sixteen years old girl who tries to find who am exactly I?

for some of my friends who like to do a joke about me, well, I meant for you guys who love to call me 'Korea' instead of my real name, I just want to tell you something. Yes, I like those Korean thingies. I DO. can you just stop to call me like that? I'm tired of this. Though I know that you are not serious, but still, it actually hurts me. It doesn't mean that when I like some boy and or girlbands from korea and then you can mock me like that.

I DON'T CARE IF YOU THOUGHT THAT THIS POST IS SO NOT INTERESTING. because this is my DnM.

buat lo semua, APA SALAH GUE SIH? gue ngga peduli lo bilang ni post kekanak-kanakan atau apalah. ini perasaan gue. inilah gue yang sebenernya.

PS: sori, gue lagi emosi. gue tau emosi ini cuma sesaat, so then let me release my anger and then, I can take a deep breath and forget all these things.

Birthdays

2010-01-29T18:36:00.002+07:00

because I am now in a brainstorming condition, so i'll post the simple one.

well, i'll talk about my birthday back on January 2. nothing special. but one of my close friends sent me a birthday message at 12.00 a.m. sweet! ^^

and for one whole day, I received lots of birthday wishes. it came from my friends on twitter, facebook, and friends whom sending me messages. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS! you've made my birthday!

about 2 weeks later, 6 of my friends gave me a gift. a cardigan. awww! so nice! I love the color and everything! I felt truly happy! :D

and on this month, January, uri oppadeul, Kangin oppa and Sungmin oppa also celebrate their birthday. Sungmin in January 1 (one day right before mine) and Kangin in January 17. WISH YOU ALL THE BEST uri sarangi oppadeul! we love you always! stay strong! ^^

HA!

2010-01-19T21:11:00.003+07:00

agh jinjja! I don't know what am I going to do with this blog.
I'm trying to be an active blogger just like what I did few months ago, but seems like high school stuffs make me even busier.

and nowadays, the things I like are watching videos, downloading them, visiting many forums esp. SJ-world. haha. well, now I'm a kpop addict. it's all because of my crazy friend! lolll

well, i post this because suddenly, i remember this blog *oops... mian.. :p*

A Really-Short-Update

2009-11-26T22:41:00.003+07:00

Just an update. it's the picture that I use as my desktop-wallpaper. XD

okaaayy.... my blog... it can't be soooo quiet.
I have to be more active!

Look at It

2009-09-30T14:13:00.008+07:00

Good day, fellas! :D

I’m here to show you some pics of mine…

Enjoy!

This is my favorite scene on Super Junior M – Super Girl MV! Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi are the coolest ones!!! XD

Top-bottom: Kyuhyun, Siwon, Donghae

*Kyuhyun is a devil? What are you doing, Kyu?*

My new classmates!

The crazy insane abnormal class!

Oh, how much I miss them… :’(

award

2009-09-30T13:51:00.005+07:00

so, I got this from Yosephine. Thank you so much!

tapi... suer aku bingung sama rules-nya. -__-

aku kasih ni award buat:
1. Lailla
2. Sari
3. Ririn
4. Nadia

maaf cuma 4 orang. keburu nih -_-

Tag!

2009-09-12T14:16:00.002+07:00

Akhirnya dapet kerjaan juga dari Disa... makasih yaa :)

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
iya kalo lagi makan gorengan + cabe rawit

2. Upload gambar kesayangan anda!

Kuta Beach, June 2007

3. Kenape anda suka gambar ini?
gatau ya. Suka aja gitu liatnya :}

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
sebelom puasa. Tapi lupa kapan :p

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
Falling Over Me-Demi Lovato, DBSK-Love in the Ice, Super Junior-Love Disease

6. Apa yang anda buat sambil selesaikan tag ini?
denger lagu (ngerjainnya udah offline), ngedit foto

7. Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama ape?
saya nggak tau. Temen-temen sih sukanya kasih yg aneh-aneh. Tapi satu nama nggak bisa tahan lebih dari sehari.

8. Anda seorang yang :
terlalu heboh *blood-type B banget gitu loh! :D*

9. Lagu kesukaan
ada seratus (atau dua ratus?) lebih lagu yang sekarang ada di kompi saya. Kalo belom pindah ke recycle bin berarti masih suka. Jadi… nggak mungkin disebutin satu-satu :p

10. best food kesukaan anda
yang bikin kenyang! haha

11. sikap yang membuatkan anda stress
banyak tugas + ulangan

12. Benda yang harus ada di tas anda
cellphone, wallet, comb

13. Fav Color
purple, sapphire blue, maroon-red

14. Tag lagi 6 orang (terserah kalian mau post ato enggak :D)

ahh… sapa yaa?
Dah lama banget nggak muter-muter di blog orang. Jadi gatau deh nih.
Aku kasih buat temen-temen yg udah mampir aja deh. Silakan ambil! :)

soal tambahan:

15. Keinginan yang belum tercapai :
beli iMac, konser bareng suju!

PS: sisanya ada sekitar sejuta lebih keinginan yg belom tercapai

16. Kamu pingin tinggal di mana :
UK, France, Japan, Korea (Amen) :)

what's up?

2009-08-21T21:39:00.005+07:00

HELLO PEOPLE? WHAT’S UP?

This blog is so quiet…
Well, I don’t know what I’m going to say.

Ahh! I got a brilliant idea! Sippo! I’m gonna share Kyuhyun and Siwon’s pics to y’all guys! LOL. As you know, I’ve got SuJu virus. And there’s no antidote. :p

Just FYI, now I’m one of Sujunesia members. Maybe we could meet on the forum. :)

Saya puas liat foto diatas (?). LOL. Semenjak virus suju ini menyebar dalam tubuh saya, saya jadi semakin gila daripada saat saya ngefans sama Skandar Keynes atau Kim Bum atau siapa-lagi-itu-saya-lupa. Tiap pulang sekolah pasti langsung nyalain computer dan nonton seabrek videonya suju. Apapun videonya yg penting ada suju pasti saya tonton deh. Secara gitu ya, temen sekelas saya itu ELF sejati. Dia bak rentalan suju sama DBSK deh.

Dia cerita pernah ngirim surat bareng ELF Jogja lain ke suju. Dan juga cerita-cerita lain yang sayangnya saya lupa walaupun sudah didengarkan dengan amat seksama hingga mata tak berkedip. -___-

Pathetic.

Obsesi: pengen nyulik, nyeret, nggendong (?) anak suju ke JOGJA!!!!!!

P.S. : HAPPY FASTING! :)

I'm an E.L.F. !!!

2009-08-09T14:45:00.002+07:00

Sooo… from the title, you’re already known what I’m gonna talk about. Yes. Super Junior! I start to like this group when I was a junior high student.

Pokoknya, now, I’m an E.L.F!! Hello, other ELFs!!!!!!!

Dan cerita lain…

Semalem aku pergi ke SMADA ART F3ST. Pensi yang dibikin dalam rangka ultah SMADA (I think). Aku nyampe tempatnya jam 7-an. Dan sempet kebingungan di depan karena nggak ada temennya. Akhirnya masuk juga sih. Temen-temen udah pada nungguin di depan pintu masuk.

Nyebelinnya adalah… temen-temen pada balik jam setengah 10-an padahal acaranya belom apa-apa! Akhirnya, aku nonton sendirian nyampe jam setengah 11-an. Emang sih itu juga belom ada apa-apa. Puncaknya tu ada di bagian penutupan. Tapi males juga sih nonton pensi sendirian. Daripada jadi makin garing, ya mending balik aja. -_____-

Tadi pagi, aku ke sunmor sendirian. Tau deh ya aku ngapain disana. Cuma jalan beberapa meter, trus balik ke parkiran lagi, trus balik ke rumah deh. Oya, pas lagi markirin motor, tukang parkirnya nanyain kenapa ada ijo-ijo di leherku. Hehe. Ketauan deh belom mandi. Semalem tu pas masuk ke acara pensinya, selain digeledah sama mbak-mbak CANTHI (anak-anak kelas X calon tonti smada) leher saya juga dicap. Nggak boleh di tangan. Tapi di leher. Trus yg pake kerudung dicapnya di muka coba. Hahahahhah.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Demi Lovato - Catch Me

Dikit aja yah ceritanya. Masuk SMA ceritanya garing-garing rasanya. -_-

BYE ELFs!!!!! :)

sorryyyy... :(

2009-07-29T19:41:00.003+07:00

I’M SO SORRRYYYY my blog and my friends! I’ve been a not-active-blogger. Because of lots of things on new school. I miss blogging and blogwalking so much! :’(

Well, I actually have lots of stories. But I feel so lazy to tell you guys about ‘the days on new school’. But I have to tell you about this one: my new school has lots of weird people. -__-

Anyways, I got an award from Ran Yummy. I actually got 2 awards, but I couldn’t find the picture of the other award. Sorry for Vania. :) Thank you girls! And sorry, I posted it just now. :)

And… finally, I watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince! Some people said that the movie is not good. But… I totally disagree! The movie is still great! Maybe you guys love Harry Potter in action. But on this sixth movie, it’s more drama. Well, I think. ;)

And the surprising thing is… I LOVE TOM FELTON (a.k.a Draco Malfoy). I don’t know why, but he’s so cool on this movie. Well, I didn’t like him on the previous movies. But he’s different on HP 6! Haha. But I never forgot about Kim Bum of course. ;)

I’LL MAKE A POST ABOUT TOM FELTON ASAP!!!! :D

Okay, I think that’s enough for today. :)

Have a nice night! :)

WE LOVE PEACE, but probably, they don't

2009-07-21T20:45:00.003+07:00

Why I choose this title? Because I do care about my country, Indonesia.

Well, maybe most of you have read many articles about ‘bombs and terrorists in Indonesia’. And nowadays, #indonesiaunite is one of the trending topics on Twitter. The cause is ‘bombs explode in JW Marriott and Ritz Carlton Hotel’. And then… hhh… do you know that I hate those terrorists SO MUCH???? They make a lot of problems! They messed up this world!! :(

And then… people from other countries start for mocking us, Indonesian. They always call us terrorists and other similar names. OH MY GOD! Just FYI, we are HUMAN. Repeat, HUMAN. We hate terrorists!

And today, I chatted with ‘a stranger’ at omegle.com (I knew this site after I read Kak Liana’s blog). And this is our last (sad) conversation…

Stranger: where r u from
You: Indonesia
Stranger: u Indonesian stupid
You: ?
You: stupid?
Stranger: terrorist wannabe

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

When I read that sentence, I just wanted to scream! I felt like I wanna throw rocks at the terrorists!

So guys, pleaseeee… could you understand us? We LOVE peace, but probably, they don’t.

Rese!

2009-07-13T16:54:00.002+07:00

MOS sudah dimulai kawan-kawan. Eh, sebenernya dah dari jumat kemaren udah ‘mulai’ dibentakin. Tiba-tiba segerombolan muka-muka asing yg saya asumsikan sebagai kakak kelas saya masuk trus langsung nyebutin nama, kelas, sama nomer induk satu-satu dan bilang, “Apalin dek!”.

Kenapa sih setiap kakak kelas nyebut kata ‘dek’ selalu terdengar ngeri?

Oke, jelas saya kaget dong. Secara, beda sama MOS SMP yg jelas nggak ada apa-apanya kalo dibandingin sama MOS SMA.

Hari Jumat sama Sabtu nggak penting kalo diceritain. Jadi ke hari ini aja yaa…

Berangkat jam setengah tujuh kurang dan nyampe sana jam 7 kurang. Ternyata nggak selama dan sejauh yg saya kira. Hehe. Si papi emang lebay tuh. :p

Saya jalan masuk sama temen. Eh tiba-tiba ada satu mbak-mbak yg berJABATAN sebagai Mitra Penegak Tata Tertib Sekolah yg notabene tim MOS paling rese. Kecuali kalo Senat sama Panitia Inti mulai ikut campur. Kalo tu dua jabatan ikut campur, maka merekalah yg paling rese karena mereka bilang, “Kami bisa lebih tegas dari mitra penegak dan kami juga bisa lebih lembut dari mitra pendamping.”

Mitra pendamping itu emang yg paling baik. Tapi… LEBIH LEMBUT DARI MITRA PENDAMPING? Maksudnya gimana coba? Mitra pendamping aja udah baik banget. Mau ngerjain tugas-tugas kita yg banyak itu emangnya? Hmm… kalo besok (suatu saat) jadi senat atau panitia inti, saya akan merubah statement itu. *ngarep aja. Padahal kayanya nggak mungkin bisa.*

Nah, mbaknya itu ngomong dengan muka yg SUMPAH nggak enak diliat saking ‘dibikin’ judesnya, kalo kita harus ngapalin 5 nama lengkap temen dari kelas lain. Yaudah tu, hunting temen-beda-kelas sama temen yg juga beda kelas. Belom juga apal, eh ada mas-mas (senat sepertinya) bilang, “Udah dek masuk aja.” Hehe. Yaudah, saya dan temen-temen masuk dengan santainya. Walopun masih deg-degan.

Kegiatan pertama upacara. Biasa. Bedanya sama upacara SMP adalah… lebih cepet. Atau mungkin karena ada MOS trus dicepetin? Tau deh. Persamaannya adalah… upacaranya ‘balapan’ sama sekolah lain. Waktu di SMP 8 dulu, kita pasti ‘balapan’ sama upacaranya SMA 6 karena SMP 8 sama SMA 6 tu lokasinya saling berhadapan, jadi suaranya kedengeran. Nah, kalo di SMA 2, kita ‘balapan’-nya sama SD! Nggak enak banget denger suara ibu-ibu ngomong, “Ya anak-anak dari kelas 1 sampai 5, selamat karena kalian sudah berhasil menempuh ulangan umum dan naik? Kelas.”

Nah, habis upacara adalah kegiatan yg menyenangkan dan membuat tertawa! Haha. Perkenalan TONTInya SMADA. Ada satu mas-mas kelas XII yg barisannya pojok belakang tu bingung sendiri pas jalan. Huahahah. Senyum-senyum lagi. Nyadar kali ya kalo dia jadi, maaf, objek tertawaan.

Habis itu nggak ada yg menarik kecuali dibentak sama Mitra Penegak Tata Tertib gara-gara tali raffia nggak kompak lah, warnanya bedalah, dan hal lain yg bisa dijadikan alas an untuk menyulut api si Mitra Penegak yg sudah membara. FYI, Mitra Penegak tu nggak akan pernah baik. Bersikap sok baik aja buat mereka ‘hoekhoekcuih’. -¬_-

Satu hal yg bikin saya bingung sampai sekarang adalah… saya harus minta tanda tangan anak-anak kelas X yg nomer absennya sama kaya saya, yaitu: 20. Saya baru dapet 6, berarti kurang 2 anak. Mereka anak X.4 sama X.5. sumpah deh! Dicariin kemana-mana nggak nemu juga. Padahal besok pagi harus dikumpul. Ya Allah… mereka nggak butuh tanda tanganku po piye? Dibentak Mitra Penegak baru tau rasa. Yah itu artinya saya juga yg dibentak. Pulang MOS tadi anak-anak kelas X nggak langsung pulang tapi teriak-teriak ke seluruh arah. Mereka neriakin nomer absent mereka, jadi biar yg nomer absennya sama bisa denger dan ketemu dan minta tanda tangan deh! Dari 5 orang yg aku mintain tanda tangan tadi, semuanya cowok! Am I the only girl diantara para absen 20?

Dan juga… saya belom ketemu sama anak-anak kelas lain yg satu kelompok sama saya pas outbond besok! Repot! Harus nyari 10 anak dari berbagai kelas!

WORO-WORO:
SAYA ANAK KELAS X.2 NOMER ABSEN 20 DAN MASUK KELOMPOK 7 BUAT OUTBOND BESOK PAGI DI ALUN-ALUN UTARA (sepertinya). YANG NGERASA KELOMPOK 7 JUGA, hello! Hehe.

Nah itu dia cerita MOS saya di hari pertama.

Sampai sekarang saya masih bingung tentang ekskul apa yg sebaiknya saya ambil. PMR udah nggak minat. Rasanya organisasi PMR dimana-mana nggak karuan kalo pelatihnya nggak tegas dan kreatif. Kaya waktu SMP dulu. Tadi ada guru yg cerita kalo pelatih PMRnya smada tu udah tua dan gampang dibujuk sama anak-anak. Misalnya, bapak pelatih udah nyampe sekolah gitu kan buat ngajar anak-anak PMR, eh malah anak-anaknya bilang, “Pak, latihan hari ini ditiadakan aja ya, Pak!”

Kasian banget kan. Nah, aku takutnya kalo bakal ngelakuin hal yg sama kaya anak-anak itu kalo udah nggak niat. Jadinya PMR sudah dicoret dari list saya.

Wah, pengen cepet-cepet tanggal 21 Juli 2009 nih! Rencana nih ya, anak-anak SMP 8 yg masuk smada pada mau ngebis bareng-bareng besok ke SMP 8-nya. Tapi kan sebagian besar pada bawa motor, trus gimana dong? Liat besok aja lah.

Oya, nulis ‘motor’ jadi inget. Tadi waktu perjalanan pulang ada tilang gitu deh. Nah, saya ketemu sama temen SMP yg sekarang masuk Teladan. Waktu polisinya lagi mintain sim dll aku nyamperin dia dan nabrak polisinya secara TIDAK SENGAJA. Otomatis aku minta maaf dong. Aku teriak ‘Maaf, Maaf’ berkali-kali. And you know what? Bapaknya nggak ngegubris sama sekali. Ngomong, “oh ya, nggak apa-apa dek.” enggak. Noleh pun enggak. Senyum dikit kek ngapa? Padahal saya udah minta maaf dengan tulus loh Pak! Nyampe teriak biar bapaknya denger. Saya tu peduli dan belajar untuk bertanggung jawab sesuai dengan pelajaran PKN! Apa itu? Polisi nggak bener! *emosi*

New School

2009-07-08T14:21:00.000+07:00

Woot people!!! :D

Helloholla!!!

I honestly feel like this blog is so boring. There’s no interesting article and I’m too lazy to write new stories. Well, because I don’t have those.

new school

That’s it.

By the way, I have a plurk account now. Add me guys! :)

P.S.: I just deleted my latest post before this one

Gonna Miss You

2009-07-01T22:00:00.006+07:00

I don’t know why, but, I have no idea what to write for my blog.

Well, I’m always thinking about high school nowadays. Still confused. And when I heard about ‘KMS’, I just wanna scream! The problem is too complicated to explain.

rinduu

Seperti yg sudah saya tulis di atas, sebenernya saya punya segudang cerita karena well, udah 6 hari nggak posting apapun. Rasanya tiap hari tu ada aja cerita yg mau kuceritain, tapi begitu mau nyalain laptop, hilang semua ceritanya. Yasudah, saya cerita kejadian hari ini aja yaa…

Hari ini saya dateng ke sekolah buat ngambil ijazah dan SKHUN. Paginya, ada temen sekelas yg sms. Dia bilang kalo ntar habis ngambil ijazah+SKHUN jangan langsung pulang karena pada ngajakin foto sekelas buat terakhir kali. Kaya mau pergi selamanya aja. Padahal besok tanggal 21 Juli juga ke ex sekolah lagi buat ngambil buku tahunan. Huhu. Sedih menggunakan kata ‘ex’.

Waktu nyampe sekolah tadi, banyak temen sekelas udah pada balik duluan. Padahal saya udah ngingetin biar jangan balik dulu. Tapi yah, apa daya, pada cuek sih, akhirnya yg foto paling-paling cuma 20 orang-an dari 36 ex siswa IX-5. Dan maaf, fotonya belom ngikut. Belom dapet kopiannya.

Sedikit cerita, sebelum kita foto, kita duduk di depan kelas. Tepatnya di pintu kelas. Kita menutupi koridor kelas IX. Hihi. Udah kebiasaan duduk nutupin jalan soalnya. Kita ngerembug masalah pohon alumni. Kita disuruh sekolah buat nyumbang satu pohon buat ditanam di sekolah dan dinamakan ‘Pohon Alumni’. Wah, saya udah jadi alumni SMP 8. :’(

Sebenernya kita udah disuruh bawa dari dulu-dulu, tapi berhubung kita adalah ‘anak-anak kelas IX-5’, maka tertundalah hal itu. :p

Akhirnya kita ngobrol nyampe kemana-mana. Trus ada yg ngusulin buat piknik. Ya ampun. Mau piknik kapan coba? Tiba-tiba ada yg nyeletuk, “Sesuk wae yo!” Maksudnya, “Besok aja yok!” ahahahahah. Gila dah tu temen saya. Secara, besok pagi nyampe tanggal 4 Juli tu jadwal buat daftar SMA. Atau SMK.

Jujur, tadi waktu aku di sekolah, aku bener-bener ngerasa rindu suasana sekolah. Maksudnya suasana SMP 8 Yogyakarta. Bener-bener rindu. Salah satu temen-sekelas-cowok sempet ngomong dengan suara yg AGAK keras. “Wah, kok aku dadi ra pengen pisah yo eh?” Maksudnya, “Wah, kok aku jadi nggak pengen pisah ya eh?” Dan perkataan lain yg sejenis yg mencerminkan kalo dia nggak rela. Haha. Terharu saya.

But time goes by, and so does life.

Wah, masih punya banyak cerita nih. Tapi ceritanya terlanjur basi. Basi buat saya. Karena kalo lagi nulis blog gini, hati sama pikiran saya pasti nyambung kalo ceritanya masih berbekas. Tapi kalo udah cerita lama dan tidak berbekas di hati atau pikiran, ya jadi nggak asik deh ceritanya.

That’s it.

Nah, I wanna share some videos with you guys.

Linkin Park – New Divide (OST Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen)

Demi Lovato – Here We Go Again (Here We Go Again :: Demi Lovato’s new album)

Taylor Swift feat. Colbie Caillat – Breathe (Fearless)

I love Colbie Caillat’s voice.

XOXO,
Riris :)

P.S.: aku suka banget sama post yg satu ini: “fakta sinetron Indonesia” by Ririn (my schoolmates from kindergarten ‘til junior high!) on UNPERFEKTO. Ahahahahha! Keren banget deh tu post! Toast! XD

The Door

2009-06-26T13:36:00.007+07:00

Model: me ;)
Location: SMP N 8 Yogyakarta

First of all, this day Michael Jackson has passed away. He’s my favorite singer. MJ’s song I like the most is Heal the World. Rest in peace, Jacko…

Next, I got my first award! Haha. Thanks anakbaik82.

1. Nama : Resista Anindhita
2. URL/Web : myjanuarysecond.blogspot.com
3. Email : riez.misspurple@yahoo.com

4. Hobby : banyak. capek nulisnya ntar
5. Cita-cita : jadi BFF-nya Kim Bum atau Skandar Keynes (udah berhenti berharap jadi ceweknya. hihi) dan Duta Perdamaian Dunia dan Duta ‘Stop Global Warming’ Dunia.
6. Mulai Nge-Blogwalking : Februari (mungkin)
7. Kota Kamu : Yogyakarta

Sorry ya, tag-nya nggak aku isi. Habiss, bingung mau dikasih ke siapa. Yaudah deh, saya pajang saja disini. Hihi. Tapi buat temen-temen yg ada di ‘These Cool Folks’ boleh ngambil kok. Karena sejujurnya, semua blog kalian keren! :)

Five Questions

Location: UGM

Sebenernya foto-foto itu mau dipake buat buku taunan, tapi kelas saya merubah rencana (lagi dan lagi), dan yah, akhirnya yg dipake yg di Prambanan itu deh.

Han Chae Young

2009-06-23T11:16:00.004+07:00

Okay. I just realized that Chun Hyang (Sassy Girl Chun Hyang) and Min Seo Hyun (Boys Before Flowers) are the same person. Yup. That person is Han Chae Young (real name: Kim Ji Young).

Well, when I saw Han Chae Young on Boys Before Flowers, I felt like I knew her. She looked so familiar to me. Why I don’t realize that?

And now I know that Han Chae Young is already 29. Old? But she's still beautiful. Yeah, korean barbie Doll! FYI, she has already married.

P.S.: Lee Min Ho, Goo Hye Sun, and Kim Bum will come to Philippines on August. But many soEul couple fans want Kim So Eun to join them. Well, looks like they will make a petition to the producer.

Miracle

2009-06-21T10:04:00.004+07:00

Hey, folks!! Hahh…. I feel so disappointed in everything!

Well, as you know, kemarin tanggal 20 Juni adalah pengumuman kelulusan siswa SMP. Dan ya, saya lulus karena malam sebelum pengumuman nggak didatengi ama guru dari sekolah. Tapi yang paling bikin saya deg-degan, apalagi kalo bukan NEMnya.

Selama berminggu-minggu aku nunggu hasil dengan sangat bosan dan hampir mati. Rasanya biasa-biasa aja. Bener-bener nggak ada feeling jelek. Bahkan sehari sebelum pengumuman pun aku masih happy main sama temen-temen yang dateng ke rumah. Nih salah-dua dari foto ke-happy-an kita…

Tapi malemnya, si pikiran malah mulai panik. Si hati berusaha untuk menenangkan. Tapi sayangnya, si hati lemah banget sehingga mangikuti jalan si pikiran. Oke, si pikiran itu maksudnya pikiranku, kalo si hati itu hatiku.

Intinya, Jumat malem, kepanikan mulai datang. Tapi nggak terlalu panik sih. Masih bisa buat ditenangin.

Nah, paginya nih… berusaha tenang, tapi nggak bisa. Jam 8 masih santai aja nih rasanya. Eh, waktu si APA telpon si mami buat ngasih tau hasil UASBN-nya, barulah si pikiran jadi tambah gedubrakan. Bahkan si hati pun ikut bingung. Dan ya, tak dapat dihindarkan lagi, aku nangis. Karena saat itu, feeling buruk datang menerjang.

Sekitar jam setengah 11an, aku OL. Dan yang aku baca dari update-an status facebook temen-temen adalah: AKU LULUS.

Aku langsung ngomentari setiap status buat nanyain berapa NEM mereka. Nggak semuanya jawab sih, tapi beberapa temen yg jawab bilang kalo NEM mereka diatas 37. Oh my GOD! Bahkan temen sekelasku yang NEMnya tertinggi se-sekolah! Nyaliku langsung ciut. Tambah sedih.

Jam 11an, si mami sms: Ri2s 36,15.

Dan bukan ngucap syukur Alhamdulillah, aku malah nangis. Ya. Nangis. Karena walaupun rata-ratanya 9, tapi aku nggak akan bisa masuk ke SMA yang selama ini aku pengenin. Hancur.

Gara-gara apa? Huhh, I guess you know what the answer is. Aku sering nyinggung tentang hal-yang-bikin-saya-nggak-bisa-masuk-sma-favorit-walopun-NEM-termasuk-tinggi ini.
Goodbye my dream! I’m gonna miss you so much! :’(

Dan setelah pengumuman itu, semua saudara dan temen mulai tanya-tanya, “berapa nilaimu? Lulus enggak? Mau masuk mana? Wah, kamu dari luar kota ya?”

Sumpah, aku enek banget sama pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu karena aku tau kalo aku nggak punya jawaban yang bisa dibanggain. Well, ada satu saudara yang jadi guru di SMA 6 Jogja.

Sebenernya, kalo aku mau masuk SMA 6, kemungkinan besar aku bisa diterima. But FYI, SMA 6 itu tempatnya persis di seberangnya SMP 8 Jogja (sekolahku). Banyak hal yang bikin aku sedih karena hanya SMA 6 dan SMA 9 dan SMA lain yang, MAAF, menurut orang ada di peringkat lebih bawah daripada dua SMA itu. Bener-bener kecewa, sedih, resah, macem-macem deh.

Kayanya bener deh kata orang, “Tuhan tidak pernah memberikan kepada kita apa yang kita inginkan, tapi Tuhan memeberikan kita kesempatan untuk mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan.”

Dan bodohnya, aku nggak memanfaatkan kesempatan itu. Akhirnya, sekarang aku dijejali banyak pertanyaan gila tentang SMA dan nilai. Hey saudara-saudara, aku juga sama bingungnya dengan kalian. Bahkan mungkin lebih bingung. Jangan kira aku nggak pernah mikir tentang masalah ini. Atau mungkin, aku yang berpikir paling keras diantara kalian. I know that you all want the best for me. Tapi aku bener-bener nggak bisa milih. Well, sepertinya aku nggak punya pilihan. Aku cuma bisa berdoa untuk keajaiban yang kayanya impossible banget dan mimpiku nggak jadi hancur.

Setelah aku tau nilaiku, kegiatan utama yang aku lakuin cuma berdoa untuk keajaiban. Aku serius. Masih ada aja harapan biar bisa diterima di SMA yang aku pengenin. Walopun kayanya nggak mungkin dengan NEM super mepet. Kecuali, MIRACLE.

HS or VS?

2009-06-18T21:05:00.012+07:00

HELLOHOLLA, PEOPLE!!! How are you guys? Well, I’m perfectly fine. But, I still feel nervous. Well, two more days until my exams result announcement! Please, pray for me guys! Your support makes me better. :)

Oh, I have some behind-the-scene New Moon photos. And I’m gonna share a few of them!

Wew. I think, Rob looks like an Asian with the vampire-wants-to-die-make-up. Hehe

Hey, what’s wrong with Rob? Is he sick? I mean, look at those spots on Rob’s face! or it's just because of the bad quality?

Wiii… uwiii… this photo is so awesome!

high school or vocational school?

Well, kemaren Rabu dua temen sekolahku dateng ke rumah secara tiba-tiba. Jam 12 siang saya sedang mandi. Ya, saya mandi jam 12 siang. Habis beres-beres rumah tu ceritanya. Jadinya bareu sempet mandi jam 12. Tiba-tiba ada yang manggil saya. Eh, ternyata temen satu sekolah. Jujur, kaget. Mereka tu nggak terlalu deket gitu lah sama saya, eh, tiba-tiba dateng ke rumah.

Ternyata oh ternyata, mereka itu pengen cari info soal SMK. Sepertinya mereka ada niatan buat masuk SMK. Dan teman-teman, apakah kalian tau? Sekarang, di Sleman juga ada KUOTA! KUOTA! Kata keramat itu muncul lagi kawan! Dan ini semua karena… itu tuh, Bapak walikota Yogyakarta yang keren sekali. Mana fotonya dipasang di aula sekolah lagi. Temenku pada ngajakin buat nyoret-nyoret fotonya loh. Tapi ya nggak beneran lah. Gila aja! Bisa-bisa kita dipenjara gara-gara mencemarkan nama baik lagi. Hehe. *apa hubungannya?*

Si papi bilang kalo bupati Sleman balas dendam ama walikotanya Yogyakarta. Karena begini, gara-gara Kota Jogja netapin kuota 30% buat Peserta Siswa Baru dari luar kota ataupun luar provinsi (berapa kalikah saya menjelaskan masalah kuota ini?), jadinya banyaaaakkkk banget orang yang pada mindah KK (Kartu Keluarga) ke Jogja. Terutama yang dari Sleman. Nah, gara-gara hal itu, bupati Sleman jadi emosi *sotoy* dan akhirnya netapin kuota juga di kabupaten Sleman.

Oke. Kenapa perbincangan kita melenceng (lagi) ke masalah kuota? Well, inti dari post ini adalah… High School atau Vocational School? Okay. SMA atau SMK? Beberapa minggu yang lalu, ada petugas dari Dinas Pendidikan Jogja yang dateng ke sekolah-sekolah buat ngasih penjelasan.
Beliau bilang gini, “Kalo mau dapet kerja, sekolah di SMK. Tapi nek kalian mau jadi pengangguran, nggak punya kerjaan, sekolah aja di SMA.”

Well, tu Bapak ngomong dengan nada (yang sedengerku) rada ngejek gitu lah. Oke deh, Pak! Kita lihat saja nanti, Pak! Punya kerjaan atau enggak itu udah ada di tangan Tuhan. (ceileeh!)

Tapi kalo aku disuruh milih, aku lebih milih SMA. Bukan maksud gengsi atau apa, tapi aku niatnya besok kuliah dulu. Paling enggak masuk UGM deh. Sebenernya sih, maunya masuk Oxford atau Cambridge (ngarep). Kalo masuk SMK kan ntar kuliahnya telat setaun, dan pelajaran yang kita dapet di SMK pun beda ama SMA (ya iyalah!).

Maksudnya gini, kalo SMA tu kan pelajarannya ntar lebih difokusin buat Ujian Masuk Perguruan Tinggi gitu kan. Nah, kalo SMK tu buat kerja. Yampun. Saya jadi ngomong nggak keruan gini. Hehe. Yaaa… saya cuma pengen ngasih tau temen-temen yang lagi bingung mau masuk SMA atau SMK gitu lah.

Salah satu dari temenku yang dateng ke rumahku kemaren cerita kalo bapaknya pengen dia masuk SMK, tapi sang ibu pengennya dia masuk SMA. Nah, bingung nggak tuh? Akhirnya, kemaren si papi ngasih advice gitu ke temenku. Yang penting adalah… diskusikan dengan ortu. Ortu kita tu maunya kita langsung kerja atau mau kuliah dulu. Yah, bakal jadi diskusi alot sih, tapi kan lebih gampang dapet jalan keluar. :)

Woaa… what a long story!
Anyway, I’m gonna share some cool celebrity photos! Well, they are my IDOLS!

Mischa Barton

Rachel Bilson

Jessica Stroup

Emma Roberts

Junior High

2009-06-16T20:13:00.005+07:00

Heyho, everybody! It’s me, again! Well, I have two new favorite songs. Paparazzi by Lady Gaga and Realize by Colbie Caillat. :)

Colbie Caillat tu lagu-lagunya simple, tapi keren. Bener-bener simple deh. Kalo si Lady Gaga, aku suka musiknya. Apa lagi yang di Paparazzi atau Starstruck. Keren deh!

Paparazzi-Lady GaGa

And guys, ternyata masih ada beberapa foto waktu perpisahan MW 8 kemaren yang kececer sehingga lupa saya masukkan di post sebelumnya. Hehe.

Foto sekelas!! SEMBILAN LIMA!!! Foto ini diambil atas dasar inisiatif kelas saya sendiri. Temen-temen pada ngajakin foto sekelas di aula. Yaudah deh, kita langsung ngumpul di aula waktu tengah-tengah acara. Eh, itu sumpek banget tau nggak sih. Saya nyaris nggak dapet tempat. Tapi ya akhirnya dapet juga sih.

Nah, ini nih. Begitu keluar dari lorong waktu, kita dicegat ama satu paparazzi (?). NYESEL! Kenapa gaya kita formal bangets Rizki! Kenapa gaya kita nggak gila-gilaan Rizki! FYI, Rizki itu yg berdiri di sebelah saya. Nyesel… T_T

we got the party!

2009-06-14T14:32:00.014+07:00

Holla, people!! Good afternoon everybody! Well, last night was amazing! Oyeah, we got the party, babe! I’m not the one of the committees, but I feel so tired. Well, I was screaming, jumping, and sitting (?) last night. :p

what a crazy night!

Kemaren Sabtu merupakan hari yang bingungi dan capek. Dari pagi nyampe malem enggak bisa duduk tenang. Pagi-pagi si mami rebut sendiri ngambil pesenan rotilah, ngambil inilah, itulah, pokoknya macem-macem deh. Ini semua karena si papi bakal berangkat ke Jakarta kalo nggak salah. Atau ke Batam? Tau deh. Pokoknya aku jadi ikutan ribet.

Pagi itu, si mami nyuruh aku buat nyemirin sepatunya si papi. Aku datengin deh rak sepatu dan menemukan sepatu yang bakal dipake si papi. Waktu aku liat, “Lho ini udah mengkilat.” Aku ngomong deh ama si mami, “Ini udah mengkilat gini mau disemir lagi?” Trus si mami jawab, “Enggak. Biasanya tu lebih mengkilat lagi.”

Eh, ya ampun. Mau sampe semengkilat apa coba? Cermin?

Tiba-tiba waktu berjalan dengan cepat. Jam 15.00 aku ngajakin si mami cari tas. Udah gila kali ya saya. Nggak nyampe 2 jam lagi farewell party-nya bakal mulai, eh malah keluar jalan-jalan.
Akhirnya jam 16.00 udah nyampe rumah. Langsung mandi ama siap-siap deh. Si Rizki, temen, nelponin mulu. Dia malu berdiri di sekolah dengan dress putihnya. Padahal dia manis loh. Ya, oke. Nyampe sekolah, saya juga ngerasa malu nggak tau kenapa.

Lanjut. Akhirnya aku nyamperin si Rizki trus kita masuk deh. Wuih… kita masuk lorong waktu men! *ndeso nih ceritanya* Tapi beneran keren kok. Kita jalan di red carpet. Tapi SAYANGNYA, nggak ada PAPARAZZI! Huahahaha. Ngarep aja nih saya.

Begitu keluar dari lorong, kita disuruh foto deh. Yaa, mirip kaya artis Hollywood gitu lah. Tapi bedanya, fotografernya cuma satu. Dan nggak ada yang teriak, “Right here! Right here!” (ngerti?)

Dan sampailah kita di lapangan. Our first destination is… kamar mandi. Masih aja nggak pede saya.

Awal-awal acara, orang-orang masih pada jaim. Tapi puncak keseruan tuh waktu Pak Wid (salah satu guru yg ngajar kelas 9) tampil. Baru deh semuanya pada deketin panggung trus loncat-loncat nggak jelas. Termasuk saya pastinya. Waktu itu Pak Wid nyanyiin lagunya Wali yang Cari Jodoh. Sumpah dan jujur, saya NGGAK SUKA lagu itu. Tapi karena waktu itu saya bener-bener asyik loncat dan teriak-teriak, who cares suka atau enggak? Yang penting asiikk… dah lama nggak teriak-teriak dan loncat-loncat bareng temen-temen. :)

Dan acarapun berlanjut dan berlanjut. Aku hunting temen-temen yg mau diajakin foto. Dari kelas mana aja aku ajakin deh. Buat kenang-kenangan gitu. Habis itu, salah satu temenku ngusulin buat foto sekelas. Tentu saja kita setuju dongs! Temen-temen yang lain pada ngumpulin anak-anak kelas 95 dan saya cuma duduk-duduk aja. Hehe. Akhirnya, saya disuruh ngumpul di aula trus kita foto deh! Aseekkk!! Tapi sayangnya, ada beberapa temen yang kececer. Pada sibuk ngurusin acaranya gitu. Jadinya mereka nggak ikut deh. Huhu.

Oya, acara yg paling saya sukai dari farewell party semalem tu pas paduan suaranya tampil nyanyiin lagunya Josh Groban yang You Raise Me Up. Keren! I do love that song! And I love the performers!!

si joki rambutnya dilurusin!! ;p

tuwa-tuwa feat. the teachers! ROCK OUT!!

wooo hooo!!!

on the red carpet

efek kabur :p

By the way, do you know about soEul couple? Kim Bum and Kim So Eun? Well, now they're wearing 'friendship rings'. I'm so confused about their relationship...

"Live For Today...Plan For Tomorrow...Party Tonight..!!!” - Anand Singh

I Want

2009-06-12T17:13:00.007+07:00

Holla, guys! How are you? Well, I’m fine.

I still have BBF-fever until now. Just call me crazy, guys!

Okay, it’s time for a long story. It’s been a long time I didn't write a long story.

I want…

Kenapa saya akhir-akhir ini nggak pernah nulis cerita panjang lagi? Well, jujur aja, aku ngalami krisis ide. Dan selain itu, please deh, aku nggak punya cerita-buat-diceritain. Secara gitu ya, tiga minggu terakhir ini kerjaanku cuma di rumah mulu. Di sekolah nggak ada kegiatan, temen-temen sulit diajakin jalan, yaudah deh, jadi pengangguran di rumah. I almost died selama berminggu-minggu cuma makan tidur makan tidur. Dan gara-gara kebiasaan nggak sehat itu, badanku yang jadi sakit. Rasanya semua organ dan anggota tubuhku nggak ada yang beres. Error semua. Otakpun juga ikutan error. Dan juga ditambah banyak tekanan batin. Pengen cerita, tapi… ah, nggak usah aja deh. Hehe.

Anyways, tadi malem, si papi ngajakin ke pameran computer di JEC. Akunya ngikut aja. Biar sekalian bisa jalan dan nggak ngerusakin kaki gara-gara kelamaan duduk ama tidur. Just FYI, yang pergi cuma aku, si APA, ama si papi. Si mami lagi pergi ke luar kota nih ceritanya, jadinya cuma bertiga deh.

Nyampe sana si APA beli tiket, dan habis itu kita jalan. *penting ya?* Aku cuma jadi ekor karena yang paling nyambung diajakin ngomong ama si papi tu ya si APA. Jadinya aku cuma jalan di belakang. Dan sebelnya, AKU PALING PENDEK DIANTARA SI PAPI AMA SI APA!!! OH NO!!! Gila! Si APA masih 12 tahun boo’! Tingginya udah ngelebihin saya aja tu anak. Grr… mana akunya juga pendek sih. :( Nak, memang nasibmu seperti ini…

Tapi kalo jalan sekeluarga, si mami jadi yang paling pendek. *muahaha. Peace mi!* Makanya, tiap kali jalan sekeluarga, si mami nggak pernah nggak pake high heels. *wuooo… mengumbar aib kamu Ris!*

Okay, back to topic. Disana aku naksir banyak iMac, ama kamera gitu deh. Eh si papi cuma beli CD kosong. Jayuss banget deh. -_-

Oya, ngomong-ngomong soal iMac, aku mulai naksir iMac sejak nonton The Clique. Itu loh, film tentang cewek-cewek fashionholic. Waktu liat iMac-nya Massie yang layarnya super gede di kamarnya, aku jadi naksir beratss!! I WANT APPLE iMAC!!! Tapi mending mana coba, iMac atau Macbook pro? Kalo bisa sih, pengen punya semua. Hehe.

Selain itu, nggak ada hal-hal menarik disana. Ya iyalah, isinya kan emang cuma computer dan semacamnya! Tapi ada loh satu stand yang jualan CELANA! Muahahaha. Apa yang ada di pikiran pendiri stand itu? Ya, emang sih, selain celana ada ransel laptop, tapi aneh aja. Haha.

Apple iMac
Macbook Pro

Gold Macbook Pro

That’s it. And guys, until now, I’m still Kim Bum fan. I’ll never leave you, Kim Bum! Haha.

After Story

2009-06-11T10:46:00.006+07:00

If you are BBF fans, so you have to watch this short drama entitled After Story (5 years later). Short drama ini nyeritain tentang keadaan anak-anak F4 lima tahun setelah mereka lulus dari high school (kayanya). Inti dari short drama ini cuma flashback aja sih. Tapi rasanya berkesan.

Short drama ini dibagi jadi empat episode. Tiap episode nyeritain satu orang. Paling suka episode pertama. Ya iyalaah. Kan nyeritain tentang Yi Jung (Kim Bum!). Hehe.

Drama ini nggak ditayangin di Korea, tapi dirilis di youtube (atau sejenisnya).
Hope you can enjoy it.

BBF After Story Soundtrack:
1. Kim Bum - I'm Going To Meet You Now
2. Kim Joon - Emptying
3. Lee Min Ho - My Everything

The first episode of BBF After Story (F4 Special Edition) - Yi Jung (KIM BUM!!). Well, I got a little confused with the story because I haven’t watched the end of BBF.

The second episode - Woo Bin (Kim Joon).

The third episode - Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong)

And the last episode - Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho)

I’m jealous!

ALIVE and NEW CRUSH!

2009-06-08T19:30:00.005+07:00

Oh my GOD! I almost died because of a long and borriiinnggg holiday. -_-
I SWEAR!! This holiday is killing me!

But this day has saved me. Today, I went to school to get the farewell party enter ticket. Oh, I miss my school so much… I met my friends there! :D

And then, my friends and I went to a mall. We were walking, walking, and walking, and I… I felt so alive! My soul has come back! :)

We bought ice cream and we chit-chatted. Happy! And then, my friends came to my house.
Well, one of my friends was looking for a blazer and shoes. After a long journey, finally she got it. So tired. But happy.

Anyways, now, I have a new crush!! He is… KIM BUM!!! Oh my God! He is too COOL!!! He always makes me melt… ;)

aw aw aw... <3

oh... God...
I want your flowers, Kim! ;)

melting...

By the way, I really wanna watch Star Trek! :D

“Each flower is a soul blossoming out to nature” - Gerard de Nerval.

Memories of Bali

2009-06-04T12:06:00.010+07:00

Bali. Full of memories. Well, about two years ago, my school had a school vacation. Yes, we went to Bali island!!

We had so much fun there! But then, I made a mistake. A stupid mistake that makes my friend got angry with me. I felt so stupid. Felt like I had no brain! My friend said, “Oh, nothing.“ But then, she cried. That was my fault! Oh God! What I’ve done?!

That night ought to be a happy night. Other friends were sing happily, watched the TV together, and other happy things. But I… I started to cry. I went out from the hotel room. And my friend cried in the hotel room. FYI, my friend and I were in a same room with other three friends.
I couldn’t stop crying. Those tears made me felt so hurt…

We laughed at the morning, and we cried at the night. What a great day, huh?

And then, she never talks to me for about a semester. Once, she said to her friend, “Kok malah dia sih yang diem? Kan harusnya aku yang diem trus dia yang minta maaf atau gimana kek.” Okay, I actually forgot what she exactly said to her friend. Sorry.

Well, I didn’t know what I have to do at that time. I had no brave and no confidence to start a conversation with her. I was actually afraid. I was afraid if she didn’t want listen to me. :’(

But one day, I went to an internet place, and she was there too. She started a little conversation, and our relation got better. :)

Now, she’s one of my close friends. I still feel guilty if I remember that accident. That’s all because of my… well, stupidity and neglectful.

Okay. Forget about the sad story! I’ve taken many pictures when I was in Bali. And here are the pics…

At Sanur beach… Beautiful. And... salty (?). :p

At Garuda Wisnu Kencana!! Many BIG statues!!

At Tanjung Benoa beach. My friends and I were rode on a banana boat. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring clothes. Grr… so then, I bought a short there and I didn’t change my T-shirt. I know. Awkward. I got on the bus with wet T-shirt. -_-

KUTA BEACH!! We watched the sunset. Sweet. Some of my friends tried to tempt some tourists. Haha. They were so crazy.

So, that’s it. I have so many memories in Bali. But I have A LOT of memories in Yogyakarta... :)

With smile and tears (?),

BYE!

I Love Seth!

2009-06-02T14:07:00.005+07:00

Are you a Twilight Saga fans? Well, I have the New Moon movie trailer. I’ve read all the books and then, I watch this trailer. I feel like… flashback?

I already know the ending of the Twilight Saga. Happy ending. And this trailer remembers me about the sadness. And Jacob Black. Kinda weird honestly. But I will watch the movie. :) I don’t wanna miss it…

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer in HD

Well, my favorite character on the Twilight Saga is… Seth Clearwater! Because he’s… fifteen! Hahahahaha. LOL!! Not just about that of course. Seth is a funny person (and werewolf). I like him. I think, Seth is a friend of all people. And vampire of course!

And... another video! It's 7 Things by Miley Cyrus. I don't know why, but I like this MV...

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things - Official Music Video (HQ)

BYE!! :)

“You don't want to get rid of your experiences, because they're your experiences - good or bad - and you need them, but it would be great if they weren't on the video shelf!” - Jennifer Connelly

I Honestly Hate Waiting

2009-05-30T15:55:00.005+07:00

First, I’m gonna tell you something. Well, before and after I watch a movie or I have something special to do or will happen, I always update my Facebook or Twitter status. And yesterday afternoon, after Putri, my crazy friend, and I watched Angels and Demons, we went to the toilet and I was updating my facebook status and she said to me, “Yak, ditulis di facebook, trus ntar dimasukin blog… and blah blah.”

Okay, I admitted the sentence that my friend said to me. I don’t know why. I just like to share my feelings with others. And I like to read their response to my feelings. Well, I think, that’s why people made facebook, twitter, myspace, and other social networking sites. Just my opinion. :)

story story

Aku dateng ke bioskop jam setengah 3 lebih. Dan ya, temenku itu belom juga dateng. Waktu aku masuk, eh, antrinya panjang juga. Tapi yaudah, aku antri juga. Ternyata cepet juga. Dan waktu aku mau milih seat, yampun, yg kosong tu tinggal yg di pojok-pojok dan depan! Okay, aku tetep beli tiket dan dapet seat di L. Yang berarti baris kedua dari depan.

Habis dapet tiket, aku duduk. Bukan di lantai. Nunggu. Nunggu. Aku duduk sendirian. Trus, empire nya muter lagu jepang-jepang gitu. Dan sumpah! Lagunya pas banget ama situasiku waktu itu. Bah. Kerasa maen di drama atau pilem aja saya waktu itu.

Music dari lagu itu tu kaya menggambarkan seseorang yang lagi nunggu someone special dan sayangnya, orang yang mereka tunggu-tunggu tu nggak dateng. Yaa, kaya di drama-drama atau pilem-pilem gitu lah.

Dan itu yang aku rasain waktu itu. Suer werewerewer! Aku kaya orang patah hati gitulah. Kanan-kiriku pasangan semua lagi, tapi bedanya, saya sedang menunggu teman saya yg tak kunjung datang, bukan BF atau sejenisnya. Aku bener-bener ngerasa lagi main film lho waktu itu. Ngihihihi. Duh, jadi pengen lagunya nih. Sumpah. Pengen. Tapi sayangnya, itu lagu jepang kayanya. Dan lirik yang aku inget cuma ‘SWEET MEMORIES’ karena cuma itu satu-satunya lirik yang pake bahasa inggris. Atau jangan-jangan judulnya emang itu? Yaa, tapi penyanyinya sapa dong? T_T

AKU MAU LAGU (yg menurutku bernuansa) PATAH HATI ITU!!!

Dan sekitar jam 15.15 (ya, itu berarti filmnya udah mulai sekitar 15 menitan -.-), akhirnya si temen dateng juga. Oya, sebagai informasi aja ya, di Jogja tu udah ada bioskop. Dua lagi. Yaa, masih dikit sih. Eh, tiga ding kalo digabung ama bioskop Mataram yang (kayanya) udah jadi sarang tikus.

Kesian banget deh kalo denger atau baca blog orang yang nulis, “Ha? Di Jogja udah ada bioskop?”

Seiring dengan perkembangan jaman, Jogja juga ikut maju dong. Eh, sebenernya dulu udah ada Cineplex gitu, tapi sayangnya kebakar dan muncullah selusin ghost stories di sekitar tempat bioskop kebakar, dan apakah kalian tau? Tempat bekas bioskop-yg-udah-kebakar itu dibangun jadi bioskop lagi loh. Dan disitulah aku nonton kemaren.

Jujur, awalnya aku nggak mau nonton di bioskop baru itu (waktu mau nonton Knowing). Masih ngeri aja rasanya. Eh, ternyata akunya yang lebay. Biasa aja ternyata. Ehehe.
Intinya, *buat yg udah lama nggak ke Jogja* di Jogja tu SUDAH ada bioskop, oke? OKE! Jah, ngomong nggak jelas deh saya.

Be te we, tentang Angels and Demons, filmnya keren kok. Lebih keren daripada Da Vinci Code. Dan seperti yg kalian tau, adegan romantisnya dipangkas abiss! Jadi tegangnya kerasa banget dah tu. Nggak kepotong ama adegan mesra-mesraan yg bikin enek. :p

Tapi menurutku, endingnya gampang ditebak. Waktu nonton aku dah nebak-nebak sendiri, “Pasti Camerlenggo deh yg jahat.” Dan, yak, saya benar. Tapi awalnya agak ragu juga sih, soalnya si Camerlenggo-nya bantuin Langdon mulu.

Dan waktu nonton Angels and Demons kemaren, nggak tau kenapa, rasa tegangnya nggak bisa setegang nonton KNOWING. Beneran! Apa mungkin karena yang nonton Angels and Demons kemaren banyak kali ya… FYI, waktu nonton Knowing, yg ada di dalem studio tu (kayanya) nggak ada 50 orang-an. Jadi sepi gitu. Yang ada di barisan tempat dudukku, seingetku, cuma ada aku ama temen. Sepay sekali lah.

And guys, I feel so annoyed because I always be the one who comes earliest than other friends. And then, I wait for them. Always.

Am I a punctual person? I don’t think so. Well, Indonesian’s clock=elastic clock. ;p

Flashback

2009-05-27T15:01:00.004+07:00

Today? Sick! Well, I don’t feel good today. I have a headache after drinking a glass of strawberry juice. :(

The juice was so delicious. I bought that juice after I watched Bolt with my friends in my class used my friend’s laptop. I was drinking the juice while I was playing PSP. After I drank the juice, suddenly I felt so sick. Oh, maybe because of this: Richeese Choco Chiz + Richeese + Gery Wafelatos + hot cat rice (?) + strawberry juice. Yes, I ate those foods. Oookayy… is it so important? Well, no.

“Our song is the slamming screen door, sneaking out late, tapping on your window,
When we’re on the phone and you talk real slow, cause it’s late and your momma don’t know,
Our sing is the way you laugh, the first date, ‘Man, I didn’t kiss her and I should have.’
And when I got home, fore I said amen,
Asking God if he could play it again.”

Do you know that song? Yes, that’s Our Song by Taylor Swift. So great! How can Taylor made that song with those cool lyrics?

“The seven things I hate about you!
Your vain, your games, your insecure, you love me you like her,
You make me laugh, you make me smile, I don’t know which side to buy,
Your friends, they’re jerks when you act like them,
Just know it hurts,
I want to be with the one I know,
And the seventh thing, I hate the most that you do…
You make me love you…”

I bet you know that song. Yup, 7 things by Miley Cyrus. Well, I’m sure that song Miley made for Nick. ;)

“It’s alright, okay, I’m so much better without you,
I won’t be sorry,
Alright, okay, so don’t you bother what I do,
No matter what you say,
I won’t return, our bridge has burned down,
I’m stronger now,
Alright, okay,
I’m so much better without you,
I won’t be sorry.”

It’s Alright, It’s Ok by Ashley Tisdale. A single from her new album, Guilty Pleasure. This album has changed Ashley’s image from her high-school-musical-image. Hehe. Confused? :p

“I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me,
I thought I’d never see your sweet face again,
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went,
But I kept the moment that we were in,
Cause I hold in my heart, you’d come back to me my friend,
And now I got you!
I thought I lost you!”

I Thought I Lost You by Miley Cyrus and John Travolta. Good movie! Good song! Ahaha. I do love Bolt! And I just realized that Miley and John Travolta take Penny’s and Bolt’s voice. :p

“But I miss screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Why Taylor often use '2 a.m' in her song? I'm just curious...

flashback

Oya, gara-gara pusing+mual yg aku rasain habis minum jus stroberi tadi, akhirnya aku minta jemput ama si mami. Takut pingsan waktu naek angkot. Hihi. Eh, ternyata si mami harus jemput si APA juga. Duh, males bangets! Tapi yaudah deh, pasrah aja. Waktu udah nyame di sekolahnya si APA, aku nungguin di mobil. Males keluar. Panas. Mending dengerin lagunya Avril Lavigne. Eh tiba-tiba si mami masuk ke mobil trus nyuruh aku keluar.

M: keluar aja.
R: kenapa?
M: si APA nggak tau pulangnya jam berapa. Kalo kamu nyetel musik kelamaan trus akinya tekor gimana?
R: grrr…

Keluar. Panas. Pusing. Masih nggak enak ni badan. Pengen tidur.
Nunggu. Nunggu. Nunggu. Lamaaa banget. Aku cuma duduk di bangku yang ada di bawah pohon dan ngeliat sekelompok ibu-ibu yg punya kelompok arisan sendiri, hobinya nggosip nggak jelas, ngrasani orang lain, protes ini-itu, ada yg suka pamer, jualan, pokoknya nggak banget deh gank-nya ibu-ibu yg suka ngumpul di sekolah nungguin anaknya pulang. Sumpah! Menurutku, kumpulan ibu-ibu yg sukanya nongkrong nungguin anaknya yg masih SD pulang tu bikin enek banget. Terutama kalo lagi ngrasani orang lain gitu. Si mami sih nggak kaya gitu *kayanya ;p*
Aku mindah channel penglihatan *?* aku noleh ke kiri, eh ada sekelompok anak kecil, masih SD kelas 1 atau 2 kayanya. Mereka main apaa gitu nggak tau namanya. Aku inget dikit-dikit lagu yg mereka nyanyiin.

“Mariaaaaaa…. Jatuh cinta, blahblahblah… (blahblahblah=lupa ngomong apa)
Mariaaaaaa….. Menikah, blahblahblah…
Mariaaaaaa….. Punya anak, owek owek, (aku inget kalo yg ini :p)
Mariaaaaaa….. Udah tua, ohok ohok.”

Jreng jreng jreng… ngik ngik ngik… siapakah Maria gerangan? Kisah hidupnya dinyanyikan oleh sekelompok anak kecil yg sangat riang sambil berjoget tak jelas. *ah, kaya lo nggak pernah ngerasain jadi anak SD aja Ris!*

Huahahaha… banyak banget permainan waktu masih SD. Dari yg norak nyampe yg selalu dimainin nyampe sekarang. Kaya main ampar-ampar pisang, donal bebek, jamuran, cublak-cublak suweng, petak umpet, lompat tali, jek-jekan. Aku paling suka ama kata-kata “JEK PONG!” Biasanya itu dipake kalo kita main petak umpet. Hihihi. Kenangan masa lalu…

CHAO!!

“A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.” - Donna Roberts

Sorry, Mister!

2009-05-25T12:08:00.005+07:00

Hello folks!! How are you today? Well, I’m not fine because of… many things!
Just read this story…

maluu maluuu!!

By the way, my new favorite songs are You Belong With Me, Our Song, Tell Me Why, and The Way I Loved You. Oh, by Taylor Swift! Ehehe.

I have a cool pic. It was taken in Stasiun Lempuyangan, Jogja.

by: afif508

another pic:

“A person is neither whole nor healthy without the memories of photo albums. They are the storybook of our lives. They provide a nostalgic escape from the tormented days of the present.” - Patrick Garry

Mix mIx miX

2009-05-23T15:42:00.009+07:00

So, what am I gonna write on this post? Well, just read it. ;)

mom’s birthday

Another story...

badan saya remuk

so, that's it!

By the way, do you know Mischa Barton. I don’t know why, but I do like her style.

Well, look at these pictures.

I love this!

See? See? Mischa Barton is sooo gorgeous!! I really really like HER!!!

Feel… tired,
BYE!

p.s: Guys, I’m so sorry for my lack of blogging. :)

“And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.” - Abraham Lincoln

Finally...

2009-05-20T16:50:00.004+07:00

I have a lot of stories on these last four days. Fun story, sad story, annoying story, etc.

the stories

Okay. That’s all. Fiuh. My fingers are tired.

By the way, Emma Roberts and Chace Crawford work together on a movie entitled 'Twelve'. Ahhh! I wanna watch it!

Oyah, have you seen the New Moon official movie poster? Here is the poster.

Well, I don’t like New Moon honestly. Because… of Jacob!

FYI, I don’t like the long-haired Jacob but I like the short-haired Jacob. The short-haired Jacob = Taylor Lautner. Ahahah. Well, I mean, Jacob’s face with his short hair looks like Taylor Lautner.

Okay. I’m crazy! The person who plays Jacob Black is Taylor Lautner. Well, look at these pictures and you’ll know what I mean.

before-after (?)

Now, do you understand? ;)

“Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. It's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it.” - Margaret Thatcher

couldn't find an interesting story

2009-05-16T19:21:00.005+07:00

Dengan ini saya nyatakan bahwa Indonesia hanya masuk semifinal di Sudirman Cup. What’s wrong sih sebenernya ama anak-anak BT (BuluTangkis) Indonesia?
Trus waktu nonton SC (Sudirman Cup) paling gregetan pas pertandingannya si Nova-Lilyana lawan sapa-itu dan Maria Kristin lawan nama-sulit-diingat. Mereka yang tanding tapi saya yang keringat dingin.

Kalau saya perhatikan, kekalahan Indonesia sebagian besar disebabkan oleh kesalahan pemain kita sendiri. *kita? Iih… bahasamu Ris!* Terutama waktu si MK (Maria Kristin) main. Menurutku, pemain Koreanya tu juga sering ngelakuin kesalahan, tapi sayangnya si MK ngelakuinnya lebih banyak -____-

Semakin diingat semakin menyakitkan, so ganti topic. Oya, kalo nonton pertandingan BT tu aku pasti ngayal yang aneh-aneh deh. Kaya tadi nih, waktu ngeliat si MK main, aku ngayal. Gimana ya kalo tiba-tiba aja aku masuk di pelatnas trus langsung ikut kejuaraan dan langsung menang? Dan saya ditakuti ama pemainnya Cina! Trus habis itu saya dinobatkan sebagai pemain terbaik. Gyahahahahahah… hanya NGAYAL.

Okay. My room is too messy. Kayanya aku harus mengadakan kerjabakti besar-besaran deh. HA! Emang sapa yang mau bantu? Duh sumpah! Nggak tahan ama ni kamar. Tumpukan buku dimana-mana. *apakah saya terlihat seperti seorang jenius? Emangnya jenius tu kamarnya pasti berantakan ya?*
Intinya: ujian praktek selesei, HARUS bersihin kamar. Bisa-bisa jadi sarang tikus ama kecoa deh ni kamar. No no no!

Btw, sekarang saya lagi amat sangat kurang kerjaan. Yeh, sebenernya sih, kerjaan masih banyak banget. Harus NGAPALIN pidato basa jawa sis! Gila aja! Ngomong basa jawa aja masih belepotan nggak keruan, eh disuruh ngapalin (tapi nek basa jawa ngoko bisa dong. Lha ini? Pake krama boo’!!). Trus belom juga ngapalin teks yang buat speaking final test. Eee… sebenernya, nyari teksnya aja belom. Adududuh! Ada yang punya ide? Mending ngapalin report, descriptive ato procedure text?

Karena kalimat pertama pada paragraph di atas, saya menciptakan soal-soal di bawah ini dan akan saya jawab sendiri. Okay. Nggak usah dibaca juga ndak apa-apa kok. Saya ikhlas *senyum maksa*.

ten questions

So, that’s it. Sepuluh (10) pertanyaan yang, well, menurutku enggak terlalu penting, tapi saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada para pengunjung yang sudah membaca postingan ini. Salam hormat!

Oya, aku habis nonton tiga (3) film lagi nih. HSM 3, Laskar Pelangi, and Beverly Hills’ Chihuahua.

Ngomong-ngomong tentang LasPel nih ya, menurutku filmnya enggak spectacular! Bukan maksud untuk mbandingin ama bukunya. Lagipula aku juga udah rada lupa isi bukunya. Ehehe. Tapi biasanya, kalo film yang aku tonton tu nyentuh dan bagus banget, pasti waktu keluar dari bioskop rasanya ada sesuatu yang bikin aku nggak pengen keluar dari studio dan ngebet pengen nonton lagi. Kaya waktu nonton Narnia dulu. Begitu selesei, eh, rasanya enggak rela ninggalin studio. Mungkin karena banyak cowok keren kali yaa? Hihihi. Enggak cuma karena banyak cowok kerennya sih, tapi endingnya ‘ngena’ banget. Temenku bilang kalo filmnya lebih bagus daripada bukunya. Ahaha. Aku lupa isi bukunya! Eh, emangnya aku dah baca ya? Err… tau lah! ;p

Feel good and hungry,
BYE! :)

Three Movies!

2009-05-14T19:03:00.009+07:00

1. Wild Child

Oh oh oh… so great! I LOVE EMMA ROBERTS!!! She was so beautiful! Especially her dark-brown hair and her smile. She’s my favorite actress! ;)

I like Poppy (Emma Roberts), and also Freddie (Alex Pettyfer). Oh… and Kate. Well, I don’t know why, but I really like a movie that takes places in UK or there’s a lot of people talking with the British accent. I love to hear it. Yeah, Poppy has to school at a boarding school in UK, and her friends are British! Sweet accent! I always try to speak with the British accent, but yeah, nothing's different. ;p

Favorite soundtrack:

1. About You Now - Sugababes

2. Foundations - Kate Nash

2. Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging

The point of this movie was snogging, snogging, and snogging.. blah! Yeah, I know, it takes places in UK. The boys are cute. The girls, well, sweet. But too much snog!
Honestly, there’s one scene that makes me wanna vomit. Yikes!

But yeah, this movie was sweet actually. Oh... I like the ending!

Favorite soundtrack:

1. Ever Fallen In Love With Someone – The Stiff Dylans

2. The Show - Lenka

3. Nancy Drew

I often hear about this movie. But I just watched it today. Ahaha…

This movie was great! And once again, LOVE EMMA ROBERTS! And Max (Ned)! I like Nancy’s adventure! The best scene is when Nancy, Ned, and Corky looked for a secret alley. Wowowo! Cool! XD

Favorite soundtrack:

1. Pretty Much Amazing - Joanna

2. Perfect Misfit - Liz Phair

I actually rent six CDs. I wanna watch 'em all today, but my eyes are too tired.

And, o wow ow, pada liat Sudirman Cup nggak? I like badminton so much! Go Indonesia! :D

"The silver friend knows your present and the gold friend knows all of your past dirt and glories. Once in a blue moon there's someone who knows it all, someone who knows and accepts you unconditionally, someone who's there for life." - Jill McCorkle

i want all of these...

2009-05-13T15:02:00.014+07:00

1. The Tales of Beedle The Bard by J.K Rowling

I’m curious about the story.
Aku pernah baca satu artikel tentang ni buku, and it says that awalnya buku ini cuma dibuat 7 buah dan itupun masih handwriting. Eh ternyata terjual nyampe 3,98 million dollars! Makin penasaran aja nih…

2. Converse

Ahh… I want those shoes!

3. Dress

Source

Wow! What a beautiful dress! But if I buy that dress, I won’t wear it. ;p
I’m not the one who likes to wear a dress. I like to wear jeans and t-shirt. Oh and 'sandal'. ;)

4. HTC Touch Diamond

Just in my dreams...

Another story. This story makes me feel so annoyed.

gara-gara buku sejarah...

Okay. Okay. Okay. I feel so tired nowadays. Aha! UAS is over! I want to watch some movies! Any recommendation?

Feel free and hope could fly,
BYE!

“You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me” - C. S. Lewis